I meant that I didn't know how by Pseudonym
Summary: A series of drabbly things that all come back to two little words: "I can't." And it's finally done, so apparently I *can* finish this thing.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Other, Present, Past, Future Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Romance
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 2718 Read: 30635 Published: March 13, 2007 Updated: May 30, 2007
This is how by Pseudonym

            This is easier than she thought it would be. Running over the coals, interrupting Michael, everything. She hasn’t been able to look Jim in the eye like this in months, and suddenly she can’t think of a single reason to look away. And he’s startled, and she loves that she’s startled him.

            She knows that he’s going to have to tell her no, even though she never really asks him anything. She doesn’t have to speak the words—“I love you. Do you love me anymore?”—but she knows that she’s sort of said them anyway. In front of the whole office. That maybe wasn’t the best idea.

            But she’s done it. She did it. And even if Jim tells her that he can’t, she’ll be happy. She isn’t the one walking away this time. She finally figured out how to do it. She finally knows how.

End Notes:

I decided to end here because this was kind of full circle for Pam.

Ratings and reviews would be much appreciated-- I've been on a bit of a hiatus, so any comments/encouragement/whatever would be thrilling for me!

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