Everything she has inside her leashes her down to her desk chair while inside her hands run through his soft chocolate hair and the warmth of his travels through her veins wiping her of breath.  Before, she had loved him.  Now, she isn’t so sure.  The pain of his presence rips her up sweeping her of all self-confidence and hope and filling her emptiness with fear and longing, giving her no rescue.  A single tear escapes her softened steel shell and before she can wipe it away he is there with his arms holding her still frame.  But not anymore.