Summary: They say there are 5 stages of grief - Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. You'll see Pam go through them - with some future fluff every other chapter to keep you from pulling your hair out. There will be 10 chapters in all. :)
Rated: T
Categories: Jim and Pam,
Present,
Future,
Episode Related Characters: Jan,
Jim/Pam
Genres: AngstWarnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 10
Completed: Yes
Word count: 15705
Read: 49011
ePub Downloads: 12
Published: August 17, 2006
Updated: August 31, 2006
1. Denial by xoxoxo [Reviews - 23] 
14 (1255 words)
a) I can't seem to stop writing this type of Jamfic. b) I had this idea and it wouldn't let go.
You'd think I'd have run out of ideas by this time but alas....no.
2. Leaving by xoxoxo [Reviews - 9] 6 (1118 words)
And now...here's some future fluff.
3. Anger by xoxoxo [Reviews - 16] 15 (1321 words)
4. Impatience by xoxoxo [Reviews - 8] 6 (2060 words)
Apparently I love writing on company time...er...my lunch hour. :) Surprisingly, I'm really liking the Before chapters better than the After. Odd - but completely true.
Oh and I realize I've used a cliche here. Please note: this is not meant to imply that nurses (or secretaries for that matter) are at all naughty. Unless - you'd take that as a compliment. In that case it's exactly what I intended. LOL!
5. Bargaining by xoxoxo [Reviews - 13] 12 (1267 words)
6. Waiting by xoxoxo [Reviews - 9] 9 (1752 words)
This makes more sense when you see the next "After" installment. Just keep that in mind.
Much love to Morning Angel for her typo finding eyes. :)
7. Depression by xoxoxo [Reviews - 9] 11 (1731 words)
Sometimes I think my iPod is possessed, because yesterday it played Dirty Little Secret and the first verse screamed Pam in this chapter to me.
But then right after that it shuffled to play something by Beyonce so you be the judge. Either its providence or I have schizophrenic musical tastes. ;)
I'm not sure about this chapter. I think I'm too anxious to get to the next or something. I just find it odd that the one entitled Depression isn't actually the angsty-est.
I hope you enjoy anyway.
8. Comprehension by xoxoxo [Reviews - 13] 11 (1331 words)
So. As a rule - I'm not big into speculating about Jim or Pam's immediate family. I allude to aunts and uncles but steer clear of siblings or what their home life is like. That being said, I just had this feeling that a guy as seemingly perfect as Jim didn't come to be by accident.
Something made him the way he is.
If you'd be so kind as to indulge me. Thanks. :)
9. Acceptance by xoxoxo [Reviews - 13] 14 (2223 words)
OK. Here you go. Just one more chapter left. :)
10. Commencement by xoxoxo [Reviews - 20] 23 (1647 words)
So here's the end. Sniff sniff. As always - I'm sad to see it go. But until next time....
