Hundreds of What Ifs by Azlin

Summary: A series of connected 100-word drabbles, detailing Pam's regrets and missed chances. Begins pre-series, and extends through Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Inner Monologue, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: No Word count: 4055 Read: 85346 Published: March 11, 2008 Updated: March 27, 2008

Story Notes:

I'm not really sure where this came from, but I'm enjoying it so far. I'll try to update frequently, but I know better than to make any promises at this point. ;)

Chapter 1 by Azlin

Author's Notes:

This chapter is set a few months after Jim moves to Stamford. It should be obvious how the timeline works for the rest of the chapters, but if something is confusing I'll try to clarify it with a chapter note. Enjoy!

The longer I think about it, the more convinced I am it will just never work out. We had our chance. I missed it. And now he's moved on. He's forgotten it all. I wish I could say I'm over it, but to be honest, I don't think I ever had a chance to really be in it, which has only made it harder to move on.

I can't stop torturing myself with all the hundreds of "what ifs" that keep cluttering up my brain every day. I had so many chances: looks, thoughts, little moments. If only I'd known...

End Notes:

Reviews are always welcome!

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