Hundreds of What Ifs by Azlin

Summary: A series of connected 100-word drabbles, detailing Pam's regrets and missed chances. Begins pre-series, and extends through Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Inner Monologue, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: No Word count: 4055 Read: 85793 Published: March 11, 2008 Updated: March 27, 2008

Chapter 28 by Azlin

What if he had followed me into the kitchen? What if I had said something to him that day?

What if I'd at least tried to acknowledge what was going on even just to myself instead of just shoving it to the back of my mind out of fear, or bewilderment, or even just habit? Why in the world did I let it become a habit to avoid dealing with all those feelings?

Didn't I know better than that?

Why didn't he push me to talk about it sooner? What if he'd known that I wanted to talk about it?

End Notes:

That's the last of them for today. Thanks again for reading!

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