Hundreds of What Ifs by Azlin
Summary: A series of connected 100-word drabbles, detailing Pam's regrets and missed chances. Begins pre-series, and extends through Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Inner Monologue, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: No Word count: 4055 Read: 85686 Published: March 11, 2008 Updated: March 27, 2008
Chapter 32 by Azlin

 

What if I had known then that he liked me too? What if I had paid more attention, instead of just dismissing the thought all the time?

What if that fight with Roy had stuck?

What if I had told Jim that I wasn't always so sure about marrying Roy? How much of that did he know without me telling him? Why didn't he say something sooner?

Why has it always taken me so long to deal with this? Why am I so slow? And didn't he know that it would take me a long time to process all this?

 

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