Hundreds of What Ifs by Azlin
Summary: A series of connected 100-word drabbles, detailing Pam's regrets and missed chances. Begins pre-series, and extends through Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Drabble, Inner Monologue, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: No Word count: 4055 Read: 85752 Published: March 11, 2008 Updated: March 27, 2008
Chapter 7 by Azlin
Author's Notes:
Back to post Casino Night with this chapter.

 

What if I hadn't gotten officially engaged three months before we met that first day? What if Roy hadn't moved in with me three years before that?

What if I'd been strong enough to face the fact that I was feeling something I'd never felt before?

What if I'd known then what he would say?

What if I'd known that this was only the beginning? What if I hadn't been so sure that those strange feelings would all just go away? What if I'd known they would get harder, not easier, to ignore?

What if I hadn't been so incredibly clueless?

 

End Notes:
I'll add more later. Thanks for reading! Oh, and these aren't beta-d, so let me know if you notice anything amiss. ;)
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