Summary: Pam decides to write angry letters without sending them. Or, well, the modern equivalent thereof. A fun little romp of a story!
AU: Canon divergence. Pam doesn't get back together with Roy in season 3. She leaves the wedding when he asks her to dance. They are not together for her art show. They don't go to Poor Richard's, she doesn't tell him about the kiss with Jim, and he never tries to attack Jim in the office.
Categories: Jim and Pam,
Present,
Alternate Universe Characters: Jim, Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Inner Monologue, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13
Completed: Yes
Word count: 11233
Read: 26335
Published: September 01, 2017
Updated: September 01, 2017
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From: pbeesly@dundermifflin.com
To: jhalpert@dundermifflin.com
Subject: My wedding
Dear Jim,
I called off my wedding because of you. And now we're not even friends. And things are… weird between us. And that sucks. You were my best friend before you went to Stamford, and… I really miss you.
I shouldn't have been with Roy, and there were a lot of reasons to call off my wedding. But the truth is, I didn't care about those reasons until I met you. It's not that I didn't love Roy when I was with him. But when you came along, he gradually mattered less and less to me. And after you kissed me, he ceased to matter altogether. It was like graduating from high school love to the Real Thing™ (pat. pend. all rights reserved).
I wish I wasn't such a coward. I wish I could just say this to you. Or just press send and get it over with. Is it too much to ask the universe to just give me ONE freaking sign?
Love,
Pam
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From: pbeesly@dundermifflin.com
To: jhalpert@dundermifflin.com
Subject: I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you, Jim.
Love,
Pam
P.S. SO in love with you.
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From: pbeesly@dundermifflin.com
To: jhalpert@dundermifflin.com
Subject: Karen
If you dump Karen, could we pretend like the last 12 months never happened? What about the last 6 years?
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From: pbeesly@dundermifflin.com
To: jhalpert@dundermifflin.com
Subject: (no subject)
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm so sorry
i hate me i hate me i hate myself
i love you i love you i'm so in love with you, jim
pam
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