I am so glad you loved it even when crying. I cried while writing it, so, yeah. And I think all kids have traits from their parents. I know I do (which I am discovering more every day), and I just think little kid versions of Jim/Pam would be fun.

Thanks for the review 

Thanks so much for your review. For me, writing about things is rather cathartic. I am very much a believer of once I write it, its no longer inside of me (which makes me think of the Anna Nalick song, Breathe). Which is why I have a hard time actually writing some happy things. Because I want to keep those inside. It ruins my daydreams if I write em. But sad things, those can go.

My personal loss was different than this story, as it was a loss from cancer, and allowed for anticipatory grief (wow, look at me being all book smart). Its such an interesting way the whole grieving process. It is something that doesn't really ever get talked about in normal areas, but it is something so universal. I tend to look at everything rather analytically since I have such a background in science. I loved writing this fic, because even though it was such an emotional roller coaster for me, and highly emotional, I really was able to step back and look at it objectively. And then still feel all the emotion, because, wow, death, really sad.

Okay, my reply is like longer than your comment, so I will shut up now. Thanks for reading and reviewing.