He doesn’t know why he says the things he does and hurts the people he hurts, all he wants to do is be loved and is that so fucking hard, really, day to day and you go home at night to an empty condo, that can crush the soul like a bug underneath the world’s shoe, so he tries too hard and says those things he shouldn’t say and acts like he shouldn’t act and why won’t they just invite him out for a drink every once in a while so he dreams of a better him all night long.