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I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long

There's something inside this weary head that wants us to love just instead

But I was just thinking, merrily thinking

I've got loads of pictures

I've got the one of you in that dancing dress

But man I feel silly in that dim light

Going through the photo book inside your head is not the best idea when you are trying to forget the memories.  But he doesn’t seem to care anymore.  Remembering the past seems to make the bad disappear, and make life a little bit easier, just a bit though. 

I'm tired of calling you, missing you, dreaming I've slept with you

Don't get me wrong I still desperately love you  

Sitting in her chair reading the back of his neck is only sustainable for short periods of time.  She can only run her imagination around in a loop for a certain time and then she wants the real thing.  She wants to talk and laugh and smile…she hasn’t smiled for ages.  She wants to joke around and dance and most of all she just wants him.