My first ever fanfic and I'm not sure how I feel about it, but I figured if I didn't post it soon I never would.  This is just my way of working out JIm's thoughts without making it completely inner monologue (if you were a fan of the show "Felicity" the concept might seem familiar).  Also, I realize there is an inundation of post-Beach Day fic right now, so thanks for reading yet another one.