What if I hadn't been so fed up with the situation? Would I still have needed him so badly if Roy hadn't been... Roy? Would we still have become as close as we did?

Why couldn't I see that there was a reason he was always there for me? I should have known we were more than best friends. Why didn't I realize how hard it was for him to keep supporting me through everything?

What if I'd tried to get him to tell me sooner? Would he have done it then?