For years she never touched me, and it was all I could do, not to think about her

I wanted her so badly

For her to touch me more than anything else in the world

And that first time she did, I was in heaven

The way I lay heavy in her hand 

How still I was

Both of us caught up in this moment of anticipation, something we'd wanted for so long

Her fingers just ghosting the length of me, as if she were in awe

And then she rubbed me in the pink

I was so careful not to make a mess and have it all end right there

And then with long, tender strokes

We finally both found the release we'd been waiting for