Penname: stjoespirit04 Real name: Sara
Member Since: November 25, 2008

Bio:
I'm a 24 year old girl living in Boston with her husband. Obsessed with running, traveling, photography, and The Office, my time is split between them pretty evenly. I like to go out in the city with my girlfriends, but my favorite thing in the world is hanging out on my couch with the boy watching The Office Season 4.
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Idiosyncrasy by callisto Rated: T [Reviews - 46] 25
Summary: He thought he knew everything about her.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Humor, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Challenges: Pam's Quirks
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2943 Read Count: 10807 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 08, 2009 Updated: February 11, 2009
Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed 10
Date: February 08, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: messy, clumsy, and possibly hard of hearing

That was just awesome. Wow. I loved every word of it.

And I'd love hearing about Jim's quirks. Hint. Hint! HINT!!!! :)

Author's Response: Thanks stjoespirit! What a nice thing to say. I have to think of some quirks for Jim. Let me think about all my goofy dorky guy friends and see what comes to mind. :)

The First by BigTuna Rated: M [Reviews - 123] 54
Summary: A series of firsts in Jim and Pam's relationship, through Pam's POV. This is the Jim and Pam that we all know and love! Appropriate chapters will be flagged for content and episode spoilers.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Past, Future, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 46440 Read Count: 64516 ePub Downloads: 10
[Report This] Published: February 10, 2009 Updated: May 19, 2009
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Date: May 19, 2009 Title: Chapter 19: Empty Nest

While I'm going to HATE seeing this end, I do love this story :) And being a Massachusetts girl myself, Molly Halpert going off the Amherst (where some... nope, where the majority of the people I know and love went off to college) makes me squee with joy :)

And this? Pam sniffed and wiped at a tear before it could drip off of her chin and onto the box below her. “What if they don’t miss me, Jim? What if they don’t miss their mother?” I'm certain that's exactly what just happened to my mother-in-law when my little sister-in-law went off to college this year. Perfect :)

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Date: March 02, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: Date

"I wouldn't have a problem if you tried, though. Just so you know." He leaned down to kiss the crown of her head, and she pressed into him further. She could feel herself going back to sleep, so she kissed him lightly, right over his heart, then whispered:

"I'm glad you came back."

His arms tightened around her and she felt his lips on her hair again.

"Me, too."


I just pictured that in my head, and it was awesome.

This was fantastic. Pam's tripping over the mat, how Jim tasted/ smelled, the way he looked drinking a glass of wine... All glorious. And I'm praying to God that the next Chapter has some smutty mcsmut smut lol...

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Date: March 08, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Look

I have no words. You broke my brain. I'm going to go reread that so I can give some actual feedback now lol.

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Date: March 21, 2009 Title: Chapter 12: Proposal

His husky voice was in her ear. "Say it again." He grabbed her hips and lifted her, giving him enough room to thrust himself into her. "Say yes again, Pam."

Holy hell that was HOT! This whole story is so sweet and exactly what I like to believe happened when the cameras were off lol...

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Date: April 08, 2009 Title: Chapter 15: Surprise

How in the HELL do you do this!?!?! Seriously? I can't stop smiling, and giddily laughing at Michael's ...it feels...like...the three of us are married, now, since Pam is my business partner and imagining this actually happening on the show.

You, my friend, are the essence of awesomeness. I humbly bow to your greatness.

And, please keep these coming. TWSS.

Summary: Set during Phyllis' Wedding in season 3 (I'm feeling nostalgic.) Jim's train of thought/POV during the wedding. Spoilers for that episode.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4844 Read Count: 4759 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: February 15, 2009 Updated: February 20, 2009
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Date: February 24, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Pam

The juxtaposition of this:

She's singing about how every little thing she does is magic, and you're willing to bet that every thing she does just turns Jim on.

and

Karen has run up to the stage and is singing another wildly appropriate song, one about how every little thing Pam does is magic and how you know your love for her will go on.

is awesome. Really. I love how this is written. You captured what I *pray* they were both definitely thinking at that very moment. I loved it :) Kudos!

Summary:

Possible spoilers for the 3/5 episode.

Michael requires all employees to donate at the day's blood drive, and tries to woo a potential new client who works with NASCAR. Meanwhile, Jim and Pam discuss an addition to the family, with Dwight's help.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Other, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Dwight, Ensemble, Jim/Pam, Michael
Genres: Humor, Workdays
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2162 Read Count: 3622 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 16, 2009 Updated: February 18, 2009
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Date: February 16, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Open: the Sharpie

This has major potential to be freakin awesome. Michael + a huge Sharpie can only = greatness. I definitely look forward to more!! :)

Author's Response: Thank you! And huge Sharpies in general = greatness. ( I love mine!)

Nothing Ventured by JAMhands Rated: K+ [Reviews - 6] 6
Summary: Just a little bit of Pam introspection inspired by the prompt grid I snagged from Jam_Prompts on LJ. The quote I chose to work with on this one was: "Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy." –Robert Anthony

Takes place during Season 3 - Phyllis' Wedding.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Oneshot
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1864 Read Count: 1935 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: February 17, 2009 Updated: February 17, 2009
Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed 10
Date: February 17, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Nothing Ventured

This:

I wish I had never met Jim. I wouldn’t know any different. I could just be here, in Roy’s arms, letting him turn me in the same slow circle we have danced since I wore a retainer. It would be so much easier. No second guessing, no sleepless nights, no ache burning in my stomach. I want to be able to see Jell-O again without thinking about Jim. I want to be able to do my laundry without taking an extra sniff of my fabric softener. I want to look up and not hope to see him looking at me. I never want to feel that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach when I see that he isn’t.

Literally brought tears to my eyes. It was perfect. Wow. There really are no other words.

Passenger Seat by BigTuna Rated: K [Reviews - 9] 6
Summary: Inspired by a Death Cab for Cutie song by the same title. Just a little Jam fluff, small spoilers for "Blood Drive"
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 750 Read Count: 3561 ePub Downloads: 2
[Report This] Published: March 06, 2009 Updated: March 06, 2009
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Date: March 06, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

That one little piece of jewlery held so many promises that we were making to each other, that I was making to her: to be her courage when she's scared, to be her laughter when she's sad, to be her pride when she's embarassed, to be her guide when she needs direction, and so many more, and all of them forever.

That was beautiful. Great work, I want more!! :)

Spice by JAMhands Rated: MA [Reviews - 84] 55
Summary: Past Featured StorySpoilers! Based on events that took place during ‘Blood Drive’. What happens when Jim and Pam decide that they may need to spice things up a bit?
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam, Phyllis/Bob Vance
Genres: Humor, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28841 Read Count: 56989 ePub Downloads: 13
[Report This] Published: March 14, 2009 Updated: May 15, 2009
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Date: April 12, 2009 Title: Chapter 5: Sleeping With the Enemy

Holy hell! Who knew selling paper could be so erotic? lol

I love this whole entire thing. I beg of you, for the love of Sweet Baby Jesus, keep this going indefinitely. Your JAM smut is legendary!

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Date: May 13, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: How to Bring a Spice Girl to Her Knees

I think I need a cigarette. Holy crap.
That was just.. I really have no words. Other than that I'd let Jim Halpert/ JKras do whatever the hell he wanted to me in a dirty bathroom, and this just exacerbated that feeling lol

I bow down to you. Seriously.

Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed 10
Date: March 30, 2009 Title: Chapter 4: Class Acts, Part 2

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Sorry, that was the sound of my brain breaking into a million pieces. Hot DAMN. That was awesomely dirty and I loved every word of it :)

Author's Response: Aw, poor brain. I hope that you were able to piece it back together. I hear super glue works well. Hmm, super glue. That could be dirty. *Makes note* Thanks for your review, I appreciate it!

Sociology 101 by BigTuna Rated: MA [Reviews - 110] 72
Summary: Completed as of 2/16/2018. A look at a younger, AU version of Jim and Pam as they go through college at a small liberal arts school somewhere in Pennsylvania.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Past, Future, Alternate Universe
Characters: Andy, Angela, David Wallace, Dwight, Jim, Jim/Pam, Karen, Katy, Kelly, Michael, Pam, Roy, Ryan, Todd Packer
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46145 Read Count: 47470 ePub Downloads: 26
[Report This] Published: March 17, 2009 Updated: February 16, 2018
Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed
Date: March 18, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Buy U A Drank

I seriously squeed when I opened MTT and saw that you had a second chapter up! Keep them coming, I love this story!

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Date: April 11, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: New Year's Eve

“Nothing. Just…you’re my girlfriend,” he said, kind of incredulously.

Pam giggled. “Is that a good thing, Jim Halpert?”

He smiled that crooked smile at her. “The best.”

My smile is probably as wide as the grand canyon right now. The banter, the make out sesh, the difference between Natty Ice and Miller High Life... All glorious. If you could keep this story going on for... well... ever? That'd be super. Thx :)

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Date: March 18, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Grape Soda

Oh, I absolutely love where this is heading! More, please? I have a feeling this is going to end up on my favorites list haha

Abstinence by Colette Rated: MA [Reviews - 53] 32
Summary: Set about one month after The Job. Pure, romantic smuff, straight up. Not angsty, not edgy, no apologies.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Steamy, Weekend
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4118 Read Count: 21599 ePub Downloads: 12
[Report This] Published: March 20, 2009 Updated: March 22, 2009
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Date: March 21, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Night...

For the love of everything holy, PLEASE get the next chapter of this up soon!! lol... This was glorious.

Author's Response: Glorious? Wow. Thanks so much, stjoespirit04!

Summary: she wonders what it would be like.
and then, suddenly, she doesn't have to wonder
anymore.


Jim and Pam and a little thing called a baby.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Pregnancy/Babies
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9091 Read Count: 22117 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: March 30, 2009 Updated: July 26, 2010
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Date: March 31, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: for all the love in the world

This is some delicious JAMmy goodness. Thanks for the sweet read!! :) Please keep it going!

Summary: The best day of Jim's life is also the worst day of Jim's life. How he learns to cope is unknown to him. Rating will change as chapters progress. WARNING: Character Death.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Other, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Married
Warnings: Adult language, Major Character Death, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 30085 Read Count: 17459 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 06, 2009 Updated: May 13, 2012
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Date: June 18, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7: How can I move on when I've been in love with you?

"I'm not mad. I'm just...I need to go check on Amanda, and just...I'm not ready. I might never be. I can't...you don't get it because you've never lost the love of your life. Nancy's upstairs and she's here for you to hold and tell her you love her. I lost everything. I lost my soul mate. And for you guys to think that I could possibly move on from that...I can't."

That? Holy mother of God. I just started SOBBING.

Binx, as much as I hate to read this since I'm such a fluff lover, you are such an amazing writer, you keep bringing me back for more. This is a devastating story, but you've kept it so honest and so real and so believable and it's just... wow. It breaks my heart to read about the struggle, and it warms my heart to read the flashbacks and every single word is so fluid and remarkable. Really. You, my friend, are amazing.

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Date: April 24, 2009 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven?

His wife was dead for five days now. His daughter was five days old. He's lost so much and yet he was holding his everything right now. This? This made me not OK. Wow.

I know this isn't a positive story, but damn. It breaks my heart and keeps me absolutely coming back for more!

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Date: April 13, 2009 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3: To Where you are....

WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!?!!?!

Seriously, I know this is going to be a sad story, but I keep going back to it like a crack addict. I adore the little snippits of happily married JAM, and then it breaks my heart when you delve into the hurt Jim is feeling :( His freak out over the baby when the aunts were talking about how he couldn't properly take care of her broke me. Guh... I want to stop reading but... This is MTT GOLD, I tell ya!

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Date: April 11, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2: And for the moment you can hardly breathe

Holy crap Binx... This story in unbe-effing-lievable. I'm sitting here at my in-laws on the floor sobbing. Jim's hurt, anguish... Being devestated that Pam is gone, and somewhat feeling guilty that he's glad the baby is OK.. Wow. You captured the emotion amazingly. And then their interaction at the wedding, and being so happy, and the joke that Jim's fly was down?... Just perfect. Wow. Can I stop saying wow? Probably not, since this is probably one the best stories I've read on here.

"Don't go like this, please. Wake up, Pam. Just...we have to go home and we have to get...there's more stuff we need to get right? You want to remodel the kitchen, remember and...then we're supposed to...the studio and...Come on. Please. Just...God, I love you. I love you so much. So very much. So you have to wake... " That broke me into about 1000 pieces. Oh man.

Jim shook his head, "I'll never be ready for this." Unreal how that summed up everything in this chapter.

To a house that was now broken. He would be bringing her to a house that lacked the one thing she needed, her mother. He suddenly had no desire to do that, it was so unfair to her. But he had to take care of her, because he couldn't lose her too. And that was achingly spot on. Wow.

Holy long review, Batman. Sorry haha. But please, PLEASE keep this going! You are awesome!

Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed
Date: April 07, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Losing her, the only one who's ever known

GUH... That just broke my heart. Poor Jim.. Poor Pam.. Poor JAMbaby :(

This: "I just want to be with her..." he whimpered. Made me not OK. Legit, tears.

Really looking forward to where this is going tho!

Summary: I just love the idea of Jim and Pam and them having a family so I just write the situations as they come to me. Most likely they won't be in any chronological order, but just as I think of them. Plus, I don't think we'll get to see much of this, if any, on the show - which is okay, because it's about the whole office and not just them...but still, a look once in a while would be nice.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Married
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15779 Read Count: 28218 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: April 08, 2009 Updated: June 29, 2009
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Date: April 08, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: The Olivia and Boomer Show

I... I just... I just want to see this happen on the show as soon as possible. lol

Jim and Pam as parents make me tingle a little bit. This: “Why? Is he gonna to be naughty?” Liv’s eyes widened; this was not a possibility she had considered. made me laugh a lot. And this: “Hey Little Man, you taking care of Mom and Sister today?” made my heart feel very, very full.

I loved this. More please. :)

Author's Response: I know, I want to see it too, ASAP! But of course we\'ll have to wait *sigh*.\r\n\r\nI\'m glad you like the story, I was ervous about posting something like this because I wasn\'t sure if someone had already done a similar story but my lovely beta dug the idea so I just went with it.\r\n\r\nAnd if you like the \'Little Man\' comment Jim makes to Jackson, then you\'ll probably (hopefully!) like the chapter that I have planned in the near-future, very father and son based. Jim as a dad makes my heart flutter the same way BJ Novak\'s blue eyes do.

Reviewer: stjoespirit04 Signed
Date: May 03, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Struggling

I felt like I was just talking to my best friend after she had her baby, haha. It was the same situation - she was convinced she was horrible with kids, and when her son wouldn't stop crying when he was a newborn, she lost it! So, needless to say, I thought this was really well done :) It was definitely hard to watch as she struggled with first time motherhood and I can totally see Pam acting the same way. It's a lot more realistic to see the struggles than a perfect pregnancy and a perfect baby who never cries and no post-partum anything.

So, I liked it, lol. Keep it going, this was great :)

Author's Response: Thank you so much! I just felt like after Take Your Daughter to Work Day, it was pretty clear Pam wasn\'t comfortable with kids, you know? I think she felt more at ease thinking about kids with Jim as opposed to Roy just based on little comments here and there since they\'ve been together. I didn\'t want her to come across as too crazy so I am glad this worked for you!