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We Don't Care If We're Wrong Or Right by beruco Rated: MA [Reviews - 14] 7
Summary: Wine. Silk scarves. Jam smut.

Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Drunk Pam/Jim, Oneshot, Steamy, Weekend
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1993 Read Count: 6927 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: June 16, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 17, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Liquid Courage

Where have YOU been!  I've read the story twice now.  Unbelievable.  Very nice.  Sorry I cannot be more coherent. 

Author's Response: I do not require coherent. It's overrated. I've been hiding out but I fear I may be around for a bit.

How Jim's Poker Party Got Out Of Hand by Too Late Kev Rated: MA [Reviews - 21] 13
Summary: Jim held a Poker Party on Valentine's Day of 2006 and invited Kelly Kapoor. The results were a bit surprising.
Categories: Other, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Katy, Jim/Other, Kelly/Other, Mark, Oscar, Phyllis/Bob Vance
Genres: Humor, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Challenges: Valentine Poker
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7459 Read Count: 7869 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: July 14, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 18, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Kelly

All hail the skeezy perv!  Your crown is definately not in jeopardy.  That was Something with a capital S.  I was exhausted by Kelly's ongoing verbal stylings and I think you caught that very well.    Nice work, can't wait to see more.



Author's Response:

Oooh, capitals!  Excellent!  I'm glad you think I captured Kelly.  She has her short simple responses on the show, and then her ohmyGod-go-on-forever moments, which are so much fun, but must be exhausting if you saw it all the time!  No wonder Ryan has that love/scarcely tolerate thing going on with her!

They'll have to pry my crown off of me, at this point.

I'm really glad you enjoyed this; thanks for reviewing! 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 3: Phyllis

Good call on the no Phyllis n' Jim lovin warning.  I just love Phyllis and I think you captured her well.  She would totally have a green nightie! 



Author's Response:

I figured that anyone who read chapters 1 and 2 would freak out when they saw Phyllis as the title and not read it.  I know I would have.  I'm so glad you think I captured Phyllis well.  Bob Vance is actually loaded, and I expect him to pay well for her return.

I love the green nightie also.  It does sound like a really nice nightie.

Thanks so much for reading and reviewing! 

Miss Beesly If You're Nasty by beruco, sherlockelly Rated: MA [Reviews - 68] 34
Summary: Pam is Jim's houseguest for a few days. Smut ensues.

Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Dream/Fantasy, Steamy, Weekend
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 12154 Read Count: 55737 ePub Downloads: 8
[Report This] Published: June 18, 2007 Updated: June 24, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 18, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Con el Dedo (beruco)

Well thanks for, uh, easing us into this story.  Remember, please be gentle.  We're more likely to respond well as long as you're gentle.  Too much?

Author's Response: Slow and steady wins the race.

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: June 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 4: Jackpot (sherlockelly)

Kudos to both authors for the entire effort.  HOT but not to trashy.  Fancy New Beesly indeed!  What taboo topic will you cover next?

Four Times Jim Tried to Propose.....and the One Time He Finally Did by time4moxie Rated: K+ [Reviews - 100] 25
Summary: Even when he's got the girl, sometimes Jim finds himself being laughed at by the Fates....
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11069 Read Count: 24108 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: June 19, 2007 Updated: June 25, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: June 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: All in Good Time

What a great story!  I love that while his first 4 attempts were elaborate and outlandish, the one that stuck was quiet, low-key, private and just lovely.  Way to make something nice happen in the parking lot too, very appropriate.  Awesome ring too. 

Author's Response: ....and thanks for the great review!!  :-)

The Shaping of Andy Bernard by Too Late Kev Rated: T [Reviews - 39] 15
Summary: Whether you love or hate what Andy Bernard chooses to be, you have to wonder if he's always been that way. He has.  This is a multi-chapter backstory on Andy Bernard. All chapters are stand-alone. The 'T' rating is for references to alcohol and minor suggestive adult themes.

Categories: Other, Past, Episode Related
Characters: Andy, Karen
Genres: Childhood, Humor, In Stamford, Inner Monologue
Warnings: Moderate sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4703 Read Count: 6235 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 22, 2007 Updated: July 08, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: October 21, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: The View From 10th Grade

Poor Andy, too fat to be a flier.  Oh well, it happens to the best of us.  He sure did work the odds didn't he with all of his girly activities.  Nice job Kev.  L-E-T-S G-O, let's go, let's go, L-E-T-S G-O, Let's Go with Chapter 3!

Author's Response:

I wouldn't say fat, really!  Andy just grew between 9th and 10th grade, like lots of people.  So, maybe he added 4 inches of height and filled out a bit as well.  The silly thing is having a boy be a flier anyway, right?  That's what gave me a giggle.  I like that he had a nickname with the cheer squad (Andy-Bear), and they probably did kind of like him.  :) 

We now know that Andy has at least a couple friends who like him enough to sing a cappella over the phone with him! 

And, yep!  Andy's trying to work the odds by getting involved with things that girls are in.  But, to be fair, he's also trying out for all the sports.  (Not making the cut, but...)  He's really looking for friends, isn't he?

The next chapter may be a while.  If you want to know why, see "Why I Haven't Updated That Story You Really Want Me To Update."  The reasons aren't numbered, but it's the 5th one in the list. 

Thanks so much for reading and reviewing! 

Late Night Email by realitycheck Rated: K [Reviews - 11] 6
Summary: Just a brief exchange between Jim and Pam after their first date.

Categories: Future, Jim and Pam
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 703 Read Count: 3572 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 23, 2007 Updated: June 23, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: June 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Up All Night

I liked it.  Especially this: I purposely stopped drinking grape soda just to make you wonder why I stopped drinking grape soda.  So passive aggressive, Jim!  Nice work! 

Super High by bitterpill Rated: MA [Reviews - 19] 8
Summary: Past Featured StoryThe Monday after the sex.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Steamy
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 657 Read Count: 7228 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: June 23, 2007 Updated: June 23, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

WOW!  I will never watch an Allstate commercial the same way again.  One more thing, Pam flying over Scranton reminded me of why I stopped watching Days of our Lives.  There was a scene after Mike and Carrie finally did it and their bed started flying over the Strip in Vegas.  This was fine until they started saying things like "ooh look, the Bellagio" and "wow, that volcano at the Mirage is amazing"  Thank you for not going there or I might have had to stop reading fic entirely.  Alternatively, if DooL had followed your lead I may still be watching today.  Sorry for my incredibly long winded review, trust me it was a compliment. 

Michael Scott On... by ExtremelyGruntled Rated: K [Reviews - 16] 5
Summary: Past Featured StoryA series of Michael talking heads.  Speculation for Season 4.
Categories: Other
Characters: Michael
Genres: Humor, Oneshot
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 588 Read Count: 2082 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 24, 2007 Updated: June 24, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: June 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Musings

I so love the idea for this story.  Nice job. 

Things That Go Bump in the Night (and Other Stories) by Colette Rated: M [Reviews - 72] 29
Summary: Past Featured StoryA collection of loosely-related moments (more like a bunch of one shots than a WIP. So jump in and out as you like.) Unapologetic smuff.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Steamy, Weekend, Wet Pam/Jim
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5010 Read Count: 23790 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: June 25, 2007 Updated: February 02, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Donuts

This is a very good story!  Um I think I heard the timer beep.  Better get that next chapter out of the oven before it burns.  Nobody likes burnt chapter.  Great job!

Author's Response: Not quite baked yet...but, promise, I won't let it stay in long enough to burn. Glad you liked it...and thanks!

Now Or Never by EmilyHalpert Rated: T [Reviews - 58] 19
Summary: Past Featured Story

Pre “The Job”… actually, pre a lot of stuff. Set sometime in Season Three, I guess.

Pam decides to take matters into her own hands.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim, Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam, Karen, Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Weekend
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6290 Read Count: 43785 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: June 27, 2007 Updated: September 08, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 02, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Aftershock

Sneaky Jim, food poisioning isn't contagious.  Please continue.  I'd love to hear the phone call.

Author's Response:

Ah yes, but it could be a stomach virus. Which, let me tell you, highly contagious and not at all fun. Okay, am I now debating diseases Jim is pretending to have. I am about to start writing chapter 3 so hopefully you won't wait long :)

Thanks for the review 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 09, 2007 Title: Chapter 4: Confrontation

Oh my.  I certainly wasn't expecting that much anger.  I'm very interested to see where you take this as you've completely caught me off guard here.  Nice work.

Author's Response: It wasn't going to be written that way, but when I did, it felt natural in a way. I have an idea of where I am going, but, writers block is being annoying. So right now I am staring at the screen, trying to force my fingers to write something logical. so hopefully soon.

The Things We Leave Behind by vodka_rebellion Rated: T [Reviews - 10] 3
Summary:

The story of Jim as a father and the legacy he leaves behind. 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Married
Warnings: Adult language, Other Adult Theme, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3281 Read Count: 2237 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 27, 2007 Updated: June 27, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 27, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: The Things We Leave Behind

This was wonderful.  I think it's so funny that Jim and Pam still call their daughter by individual nicknames 20 years later.  It was a little sad but realistic which is refreshing given all the fluff out there lately.  I like the fluff but I also like a story I can relate to.  Great job! 

The Last Lie That Needs Telling by Night Swept Rated: T [Reviews - 9] 4
Summary: 9 weeks have passed since "The Job." Jim and Pam are happy. Karen is set to leave.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim, Karen, Pam
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue
Warnings: Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1221 Read Count: 2680 ePub Downloads: 2
[Report This] Published: June 28, 2007 Updated: June 28, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 28, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: The Last Lie That Needs Telling

If this story doesn't fit the 'ingorance is bliss' sentiment, I don't know what does.  That was something.  Very nice.  I like Sketchy!Karen.  Let me rephrase, not sketchy, but sad and a little sneaky.  Argggh!  I just don't really know how to characterize her here but I like it. 

I'm a midnight toker by sideviewhotel Rated: MA [Reviews - 43] 20
Summary: Past Featured Story"So, Jim," she started, setting the empty can back down on the table as she returned his cup to him. "Have you ever done drugs?" She leaned in towards him for even more emphasis. She grinned widely at him before sitting back in her chair. [Spoilers up to and including Drug Testing for part one. Part two and beyond set in an AU-version of season 4.]
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Drug Use/Abuse, Explicit sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7511 Read Count: 17838 ePub Downloads: 8
[Report This] Published: June 28, 2007 Updated: July 13, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 3: The lack of clothing hints at an ulterior motive

Man, I'd like to go do bad things right about now.  Very nice.  I am such a huge fan of Uninhibited!Pam, particularly smutty Uninhibited!Pam.  Well done.

Collide by spazzychipmunk Rated: T [Reviews - 6] 3
Summary: Office/Pride and Prejudice AU-crossover story.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Dwight/Angela, Ensemble, Jim/Pam, Ryan/Kelly
Genres: Humor, Romance, Travel
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1705 Read Count: 3086 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 28, 2007 Updated: June 28, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: June 28, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

So is Pam supposed to be Elizabeth or Jane?  Likewise, is Jim supposed to be Darcy or Bingley?  Right now it seems like Bingley = Jim and Elizabeth = Pam which is ever so slightly unconventional, unless you're going for a RYAM thing.  I will definately be tuning in.



Author's Response: I probably should have been more clear about that. But Elizabeth = Pam, Darcy = Jim. Ryan will make an appearance soon. Angela's supposed to be Jane (I know she's really more like Mary, but I wanted to keep Dwangela) and Dwight is Bingley. It'll become clearer in the next few chapters.

Liquid Courage by bnbrice Rated: M [Reviews - 28] 8
Summary: Jim and Pam picking up right after Back from Vacation
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam, Michael, Pam, Ryan
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Fluff
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10554 Read Count: 18934 ePub Downloads: 5
[Report This] Published: June 28, 2007 Updated: February 06, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed
Date: June 28, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Sorry for being critical, but please split this up into smaller paragraphs.  It's difficult to read as is.  As for content, any time there is drinking +TO, I'm in.  Please continue. 

Author's Response: Sorry first one! I noticed after I posted how it looked. I am changing the next one around! And there is lots more drinking to come!

Computers and Crayons by I Know This Much Is True Rated: T [Reviews - 128] 29
Summary:

I decided to write a sequel to Charcoal & Watercolors !!!!

The story picks up right about where Charcoal & Watercolors left off -- Jim and Pam's wedding. Then goes from there into their future. Jim still works at the advertising company and Pam works (exclusively) at a publishing company where she is an illustrator of children's stories.

I added a few more characters ;) and am planning on keeping almost all of the characters from the previous story.

Enjoy!!


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Future, Alternate Universe
Characters: Andy, Angela, Dwight, Jim/Pam, Karen, Kelly, Michael, Phyllis, Ryan
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Holiday, Married, Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Travel, Weekend, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 68589 Read Count: 112067 ePub Downloads: 8
[Report This] Published: June 29, 2007 Updated: September 21, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 02, 2007 Title: Chapter 3: The Mind Wanders

Hmmm, I think I know where this is going.  I'll shut it until you prove me right.  Good work.  Kniterella, ha.

Author's Response:

I just realized I never responded to the reviews left from the last chapter! Meep! :)

I'll leave the "future" talk to a hush-hush, though I am glad that you enjoyed Knitarella. Comes from my personal life, I've had friends call me that, haha. Couldn't resist passing it on to our lovely Phyllis. :) 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 01, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Nine to Five

I am so glad you decided to expand-continue this story.  There was a void in my life without it too.  Love Phyllis and Andy and I'm very wary of the K-situation.  I will be eagerly awaiting more!

Author's Response: I'm not entirely certain where the K-situation is going to go, to be honest. I know that she's going to be alluded to from time to time, but I don't actually know if her character is ever going to make a certain appearance. Maybe, maybe not! Who knows! :)

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 09, 2007 Title: Chapter 8: Lonely One

Sorry I'm just catching up with the last few chapters.  Man that Karen was brash.  Glad to see the Golden Beet again.  I did miss it.  Andy appears to have reached a new level of annoying so well done there.  I miss the JAM schmoopy-ness.  Please let something good happen with them soon.  Either way, I'm still loving this story and will follow it as long as you write it.

Author's Response:

Karen is...interesting. She has taken on a whole new level in my mind. I have evil plans for her future though (i.e. Karen's demise plans, not Karen does evil things). 

Something good will happen to Jim and Pam soon. I promise! It's about a chapter or two ahead yet, but it will come. They are definitely due for some good happenings. :)

Thanks for your response! 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 12: Five is Positive

Yeah for happiness!  I'm so glad this story has taken an upturn in the good news department.  I liked sneaky Karen in the last chapter.  Is she totally out of the picture because I'd kinda like to get more closure on her in a very self destructive or catastrophic way.  Loving JAM in this one.

Author's Response:

I figured that we were due for some good news in the story. :)

And no, Karen is not gone for good. She will come back, and she will get her closure, heehee. 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 16: The Kicker

So glad Jim gets a paternity leave.  I can't help but think I'll see a little bit of Karen in Jim's Australian future.  As for names, I like Hannah and Claire. 

Author's Response:

I figured that it would only be fair for Jim to get a paternity leave. I mean, he's dealt with so much crap from his company that he should get a break. :) 

Thank you for the couple of name suggestions! I might just use one of them... 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: August 07, 2007 Title: Chapter 22: First Night Out

Awww, little Amelia.  So cute.  And what a convienent excuse to leave a boring party.  Question.  Do you have an end point for this story?  Not that I want it to end or will ever stop reading it.  I thought the baby would be the end but there is obviously a lot of ground that can be covered after that.  Are we going to see the Golden Beet again?

Author's Response:

Yes, I do have an end point for the story. :) I basically have the entire thing planned out, but there are other little storylines that come into play on the route there. I'm not sure what chapter it is...it's a few back (I think around the time that Pam finally gets pregnant?) but I made a comment that I was planning on writing that chapter 5 chapters before or something, and that's basically the way that it's going. I'll be writing something and suddenly think, "Oh! I can add this little thing in there!" and that "little thing" becomes an entirely new chapter and so on and so forth.

I only just realized the other day that I was actually beyond chapter 20. I was like, "Whoa! When did I get here?!?", haha. 

I'm not sure if the Golden Beet is going to make another appearance...if it's really wanted, I might put it in. :) I do know for sure that Dwight and Angela are going to be in the story again within the next couple of chapters. But...that's not always the same. :)

Don't forget us when you're famous by NobleLandMermaid Rated: K [Reviews - 13] 13
Summary:

Pam asks a question, Jim answers. For the 55 challenge.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Drabble, Fluff
Warnings: None
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55 Read Count: 3520 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 30, 2007 Updated: June 30, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 01, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Don't forget us when you're famous

I love this challenge and I love this interpretation.  Awesome job.