I do wish it was Jim of course, but that's coming from an unapologetic JAM shipper and one who always loves a good Pam or Jim find their courage early AU fic. But I get the fact they can't all be like that.

Anyway, nice for Pam to get some more perspective here. It's really starting to sink in that she's just not looking forward to this wedding. Because those thoughts are bouncing around she's also starting to figure out that Roy isn't the guy for her. Yes, it's a slow process, but that's also early season Pam. It takes her a while to get out of her comfort zone but it's also not impossible. That's what I'm seeing here.