Pam's starting to look up. She's starting to see that her life isn't really a life she enjoys. For Pam at this point in her life that's big. This Pam doesn't have the courage to walk across coals to get what she wants. However she's starting to realize her current relationship is cold and so she might just start glancing at the fire.

Author's Response: Just going to start glancing so far though...slow and steady is my m.o. as you know! Thanks for reading.