Date: December 20, 2020 01:52 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
“They both knew”
The anticipation. I can’t even deal. This build up is actual perfection. Them both making their respective purchases? It’s too much (in the very best way).
“An impressive feat for two people practically vibrating with pent up sexual tension” And this whole story is a testament to you being the master of writing two people vibrating with pent up sexual tension.
His old pajama pants. I —
"You can stay," Oh. Just fuck me right up why don’t you.
Cool girl Dana! What a perfect name choice.
“Not uttering a word but saying a million things” The way this is a perfect line.
“her brain is only functioning on the level of bright lights and explosions and freefalling” DC. Girl. This line, these passages. Holy god. They are so, so very brilliant.
“Pam easily allows herself to slip back into 2011” That... that gets me right in the heart.
Oh. OH. DC. We’re back to miscommunication & misunderstandings because of course we are. The way you nail these characters never ceases to amaze me.
If those aren’t about to be the most famous of last words...
Look. I was trying to review this as I read & then we got to the bowling alley & there went that plan...
You know that feeling where something is so damn good that you literally can’t put it down, not even for a second? That was this chapter. That’s my review. That’s all I’ve got.
1 [Report This]Date: December 05, 2020 10:04 pm Title: One foot in and one foot back
It's my next reading break and I have to say this story just keeps getting better. The layers you have created in the back stories and characterizations of all the players are nothing short of brilliant. Your writing is captivating.
Your version of Karen is a strong, sophisticated grab life by the horns woman who I can love when she is not competing with Pam but instead is her champion and supporter. I love that she is the best friend and that Pam has a real girlfriend that she so needed. And I'll forever have a new perspective of Karen, your version is the real version not what we got on show.
Jim here however kinda breaks my heart. Everything he's gone through to numb himself from the loss of the only thing he wanted and didn't get. my heart the threesome was a bit of a shock but one that made me feel even more sorry for him, for The Jim I think him to be to use that to escape his pain is devastating as is all the other parts of his life like the fast car and supermodels with coke habits. Makes me wonder what the other playboys out there might be feeling inside.
I have to say I love the bit about the city number. I kept my 212 when I moved out also for much the same reasons. No longer available and the cache it holds. (Not to pry but curious Are you a 212 holder too?)
Pams rules for dating are very smart and the honesty here was so needed.
I'm very excited to get into the next chapters.
Again thank you for sharing this amazing story.
1 [Report This]Date: November 27, 2020 09:09 pm Title: Give me eyes in the moon of blindness
After all the praise I've been seeing for this fic I had to. Once I started it all other fics I had been reading were put on hold.
This story is captivating in a break your heart and want to scream at both of these love fools kind of way.
There is so much I loved about everything so far but this chapter really did me in. They way you describe how much he's learned about her. The use of music for each of her moods or activities. The Jim rationale and Jim quips "lady Macbeth"
The stuff about the shoes and the robe. The paintings. My god you have such a talent for crafting a story that is new and intriguing and so different yet uses storylines, characters and dialogue we know.
I'm all in for Karen the best friend despite having disliked her by the end of her run on the show. How did you do that? And I'm hating on Pam's dad though I had little opinion on him from show.
I don't need to spit back everything since you know It all, you wrote it. Just know I'm captivated and loving it just as I was told I would. Thanks for sharing this story. I didn't know I needed to know this story and now I can't imagine not. (I've got lots more to read and not sure where it will go but hope some happiness lies ahead)
Ok gushing over until my next reading break.
1 [Report This]Date: November 25, 2020 07:25 pm Title: Somebody that I used to know
Whewwwwwww...okay.
I just binged this in its entirety. And DC. I’m affected. I finished it like two hours ago and I haven’t stopped thinking about for a second. I’m going to try and find the words.
The depth you give these characters is incredible, and realistic, and heartbreaking, and beautiful, and tragic, and breathtaking, and and and and...
The way you made them so obviously perfect for one another but struggling to figure the dang thing out. The way you made Karen the perfect best friend for Pam. The way they are so seemingly broken and trying so hard to mend themselves. The realistic and painful way they are incapable of letting the other person know exactly what they want.
JIM AND PAM AGAINST THE FREAKING WALL.
Ugh. DC. I wish I could find adequate words because I truly loved this so incredibly much.
Excuse me while I go curl up in the fetal position and reflect on my feelings. Kthxbye.
Date: November 23, 2020 10:32 am Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
I love this story. I love the sophistication and maturity written into your Jim/Pam; the complicated decisions that range between entirely adult and entirely selfish. You’ve managed to tap past the multifaceted characters we met in the show to create truly dimensional people that are simultaneously familiar and fresh, and I am Here. For. It.
In a similar vein, I adore how you’ve drawn so many individuals and plot lines from of the full series and woven them into a beautiful and intricate web of missed and fruitful connections. Your conceptualized take on the Athlead plot, which in the show I think has moments of feeling contrived and clumsy, is poignant and woefully believable. Also, Karen = A+, everything I wanted for her character in the show. I could write a dissertation on the tragedy that is Pam’s lack of (healthy) female companionship within the series. But I feel far less need to do so as I read this fic. So, cheers to your BA depiction of Karen, the friend and human influence everyone (but especially Pam) needs in their lives.
Finally, I’m really thrilled you are continuing with this story. I tend to shy away from in-progress works because, although I am a very patient person, I am also an empath. My ability to internalize the emotions of others apparently does not stop at fictionalizations and I am pathetically wrecked by abandoned emotional cliff hangers. But I saw you had updated this and I decided to risk it...and I just have to let you know, it has been worth whatever carnage might befall my heart to read this opus. So thank you for reviving it this year, I desperately hope you will continue updating as much as life allows, but also just thank you for writing what you have, because it’s glorious!
1 [Report This]Date: November 22, 2020 09:33 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
I love your take on the adult Jim and Pam who are still running from their past; I'm not sure they are fully matured. In Texas we have a phrase for reaching adulthood -- all growed up and haired over. In Jim's case, that's literal.
Jim's professional success and the resulting disastrous personal messes are so real. Pam's earlier personal mistake in ending it with Jim is certainly understandable given her past inexperience; it is admirable she has gone on to build her life. It seems she has yet to find her own professional niche. Together they could make one whole, self actualized person.
This story really got to me. Please keep writing on it no matter where it leads.
1 [Report This]Date: November 22, 2020 03:33 pm Title: Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
I like that you made Karen so likeable in this story. I am JAM all the way but I felt a bit sorry (probably more for Rashida Jones, who is ace) that Karen was essentially a one season plot device. This appears to me in the more Ann Perkins end of the spectrum - loyal friend, maybe a little more sassy but all good. I really like this Karen.
Date: November 22, 2020 10:26 am Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
Good news, I did NOT take cold medication this time before writing my review. So it should be more coherent.
Although I was anti-sex for them RN, I think this really works. And was really realistic and satisfying. Pam is her own strong, independent and confident person and they come off as equals. It's emotional and an intimate space where they can really reconnect and find shelter in one another.
Loved the tattoo part, such a great touch and made perfect sense.
The only thing I was a bit confused about was the end and who was speaking some of the dialogue after Jim's phone call and what Pam overheard.
That said, really enjoyed this! Thank you for updating.
Date: November 21, 2020 07:21 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
oh no, I really need to know what Jim is thinking!
1 [Report This]Date: November 21, 2020 05:30 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
God please don't wait another six months.
Date: November 21, 2020 04:50 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
This entire thing is absolute perfection. Perfection. The way they are still so scared is so heartbreaking and real and it kills me but I am obsessed with it so I’m going to go read this again now bye—
Date: November 21, 2020 04:50 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
Well, that was worth the wait. Clearly there are still deep feelings on both of their parts. However it also feels like due to specter of their pasts they're still scared. Scared of the past and what it means for the future. So just focus on the now. Somehow I've got a feeling that the now will become pretty all consuming so that future won't seem as fear inducing.
Other than that, dear god girl, you know how to blow someone's mind. Pardon me while I go cool down for a few very long moments.
1 [Report This]Date: November 21, 2020 04:33 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
Please update before 6months! Love this and need to see it through sooner!!!
1 [Report This]Date: November 21, 2020 01:58 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
Wow! This was a great chapter. And of course, now I'm worried about the angsty ending... which speaks volumes about how brilliant you are. Thanks so much!
1 [Report This]Date: November 21, 2020 01:28 pm Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
I've been in tears since I started this, DC. Actually, since I saw it was updated. I can't tell you how perfect this was. I had to keep taking a minute to breathe because I couldn't handle it all. Ugh. They are so perfect for each other and yet they don't want to just admit it, which is super frustrating but also very realistic. I see both of their worries with her wanting to stay in Scranton and him wanting to move to Austin but both knowing one of those won't work if they want to be together. And then them in the bedroom? Having super deep convos in between some hot sex? Perfection. You wrote it beautifully. I really hope you update this soon, I love this story a little too much.
Date: November 21, 2020 11:57 am Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
Omg. There's so much to say and I don't know if I have the words. I love how you write them in this story. The relationship is so precarious and yet so intimate. The sex was amazing. All of it. But that ending. I kept thinking, 'Maybe DC isn't going to kill us this time. Maybe she'll let one of them say what they really feel.' But we're left with these two idiots still protecting themselves and leaving us to lie on the ground wondering what it's all for.
Thank you for this amazing chapter, I loved it. At least they got to the bedroom and that was absolutely worth the wait.
1 [Report This]Date: November 21, 2020 11:01 am Title: Let's burn the pages, we'll start anew
It's nice to know that wherever they are, wherever they go, in whatever universe they find themselves: these two are STILL incapable of being honest and taking emotional risks with each other.
That being said, as much as I'd like to shake them right now, this ending feels strong and in character. They are still very much terrified of each other and the damage they've done in the past and know they're capable of blowing up whatever progress they've made, and they're acting accordingly. Even knowing full well that everything they've done so far to stay apart and move on has been for naught. (The bit about Pam thinking she's gone too far in describing it as 'fun while you're in Scranton' - that one's going to hurt for a while.) I can't wait to see how they work through it.
You did really well in the flashback portraying a Pam who even in this moment of genuine progress is still plagued by uncertainty and insecurity - and that line about her realizing she might be the one wearing him out is pretty damn painful, too.
You did a wonderful job describing the atmosphere around the lead-up to their hooking up again, wading through the tension of that very unique experience of a date you both know full well is going to end up in sex. And I love the details of her knowing exactly where the pajama pants he'd left behind were and the realization that they've been trying to impress each other.
"Her shrieking laugh fills the room, so familiar in the center of her heart that Pam easily allows herself to slip back into 2011." That's just... too much.
Date: September 22, 2020 07:35 pm Title: Somebody that I used to know
Hey, Fillipelli.” Pam feels Karen bristle at Jim using his old nickname for her, and she almost feels sorry for him as he glances down awkwardly. “How’s Paul?”
“He’s good. Still collects guns.”
I decided to start re-reading this because, why not be exquisitely tortured all over again? This is so good. The dialogue you write is perfect for the characters.
1 [Report This]Date: July 23, 2020 11:45 am Title: Somebody that I used to know
Just found that this had been updated - and I'm still loving it! Keep going, please....
1 [Report This]Date: July 08, 2020 11:29 am Title: Bask in the glory of all our problems
So now I have Jim/Pam feelings AND Meredith/Derek feelings. Awesome.
1 [Report This]Date: July 08, 2020 10:58 am Title: You'll never beat but you'll never break
Ten more chapters sounds great to me...
Date: May 29, 2020 08:41 pm Title: Nothing is as it has been and I miss your face like hell
First, really nice surprise to see this updated! I'm so spoiled right now with all of the new and fic updates coming in. I am probably the only one who DOESN'T want them to hook up on date #3. Honestly, feels like it could be really damaging to them both. Like even with some things said, so much is still left quiet, and with his pending move, could really set her back. I mean, I'm not going to HATE it if they do, but I like this flirty, tentative thing they have going. Almost hotter than the physical stuff. The watch stuff and how he and Karen noticed her reaction was really interesting. I have this thought in the back of my head like they need each other to heal and become themselves again and where they are meant to be, but hope they don't rush to that point, or can strip away the layers (not physical ones) to get there. Honestly, I also hope Pam was just as wild if not more than Jim while they were apart. Seems like it would help them even more to come together and heal. Anyhow, I'm rambling. Great update! Love them at the diner too, becoming official years ago. So sweet.
Date: May 29, 2020 05:46 am Title: Somebody that I used to know
I feel like I could give reviews on the reviews here. All of you have such beautiful words.
1 [Report This]Date: May 29, 2020 12:02 am Title: Nothing is as it has been and I miss your face like hell
Im you happy you posted this! This reads like a story I want to go on forever and ever and ever
1 [Report This]Date: May 28, 2020 08:05 pm Title: Nothing is as it has been and I miss your face like hell
Okay so obviously I binged this and there are just so many things that honestly make this one of the best fics I’ve read and takes me back to that heart wrenching feeling of “oh my god they hurt each other so much” to “oh my godddd they love each other so much!” that is present in the best of fics and is usually accompanied by a slow burn and just. Ugh.
So because I am not anywhere near as eloquent as you I cannot begin to put my thoughts into orderly fashion so instead I present a list about why this is so amazing.
-the fleshing out of these characters that get a throwaway mention in a way that feels real and true and makes sense
-the way both Jim and Pam changed (for the better or worse) and made decisions that reflected their mental state, again, in a way that feels very real and true and not forced. Bad boy womanizer hotshot Jim (or whatever we want to call him) makes sense and isn’t just bad boy for no reason. His decisions make sense for the characterization you’ve presented, and the characterization feels true to the source material and really shows how someone’s situation and surroundings can drastically change their behavior. For Pam, too.
-Pam’s friendship with Karen! I love it so much. It really feels natural and Karen is made into a character that fits into what we know of her but not in a way that makes her out to be too much of a bitchy hard ass. Does that make sense?
-just your turn of phrase and the language you use is just so lovely.
-the flashbacks are an excellent storytelling device and I love how as the story progressed we saw more and more of what informed them and shaped them into the people they are present day
-also I just really love that you closed the Scranton branch and sent them all on their way as individuals
-the dynamic between Jim and Bill was so well written and believable and it made sense, as opposed to “no you can’t marry my daughter for reasons” it was “nah that ain’t it fam, for reasons that are misinformed but good to me as her father”
-the way you wrote their arguments
-Jo!!!
-the way his and Hannah’s marriage progressed and dissolved
-the way they got to know each other again
-DANNY’S APPEARANCE
-her putting on that CN dress oh my god my heart
-the steamy stuff but you already knew you were good at that
This is SO LONG and there’s STILL MORE but honestly I just don’t know if I can give enough accolades? This fic makes me feel old school feels and I love it and hate you for doing this to me but also love you for blessing me with it. Ugh. So good. Never stop.