I love how so many of these sentences seem like she's trying to assure herself, much more than anything else, and it's so painfully Pam I want to hug her. I think part of the reason this is hurting me a bit more than Jim's hurting in S1 and S2 and all is because I know he has friends, a life, basically, but Pam? It seems her closest friend is her mom and if she's made any friends since then she's not saying anything about it. 

These two make my head hurt.

Loved this chapter.