Disclaimer: The Office and it's characters are not my property... I'm just having a little fun with it all.

There's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth

There's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt

It's still a little hard to say what's going on

There's still a little bit of your ghost, your witness

Damien Rice, Cannonball

Should I be concerned, that when my girlfriend sat me down over a cup of coffee and asked if I ever had a "thing" for Pam, the first thought in my head was that Harvey was right, Pam did look hot today?

Followed quickly by, shit.

And a careless, transparent, "no."

So... yeah, I lied. Left out words like love and engaged and kissed.

(I know the lie won't last.)

But it was a "crush."

Because my chest still aches when I think about... that life, that night, her, us.