“There’s always a million reasons not to do something, Pam. And maybe I’m biased here… but I think Jim is a pretty good reason to take a chance on this.”

Jim and Pam run into each other at a Christmas party, and Pam starts to see Jim more clearly. 

Set the Christmas before the documentary crew shows up. Fic is for 2021 secret santa! 

This is Pam's POV of the weekend after Casino Night and what could have happened.

My stories are quasi-canon compliant - don't come at me! 

Takes place inside/after The Negotiation..pretty much AU after that, but pulls in themes from Beach Games.

Lots of inspiration from Everything by Lifehouse

TW: violence, swearing, domestic violence…a VERY different version of what happened after Roy tried to hit Jim.  If you have been through interpersonal violence, or experience anxiety & panic, please go gently here.  

100% there will be good stuff as we go...hence the spicy warnings...but in the beginning, it is going to be BUMPY.

In the beginning, each chapter will switch POV, and it will most certainly be Jim/Pam POV, with minimal potential for others. Then the chapters will be longer and shared POV.

*Please, be gentle and kind with yourselves, if you choose to read*

Below are a few resources, but if you are a victim of DV and need resources...please hit me up on the Discord group...I am more than happy to help you with additional resources. 

National Domestic Violence Hotline ncadv.org/get-help 

Therapist search sites

inclusivetherapists.com/

therapyden.com/ 

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I own nothing outside of a bad case of creative insomnia, a caffeine addiction, a need to dissociate and relax with The Office and a passion for social work.