Penname: I_Still_Believe Real name: Spencer
Member Since: October 13, 2007

Bio:
Just your average 'overly invested in lives of fictional characters' fangirl :)
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Reviews by I_Still_Believe
Summary: The whole office works and lives together in Dunder Hall in college.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Fluff, Romance
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 80607 Read Count: 166391 ePub Downloads: 26
[Report This] Published: February 06, 2008 Updated: April 16, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 25, 2008 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Aw, I love Jim's dad! Sweet, and understanding, and giving useful advice.
Just one request: Please make the next chapter end happy.
Can't wait for more!

Author's Response: I promise there\'ll be a happy ending.

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: April 08, 2008 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Aw, such a great chapter! This whole story is just wonderful, but I'm sad to see them leaving Dunder Hall. I hope Pam finds a school out there. It's never too late! I applied for the uni I'm at now in June, and got accepted for September lol.
Can't wait to see how this saga wraps up!

Crossword by Catie9 Rated: M [Reviews - 21] 10
Summary: Crossword puzzles come and go, and Jim and Pam's relationship evolves with each one.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5389 Read Count: 7077 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 06, 2008 Updated: April 26, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: February 07, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Dormant

Another Catie9 story! How exciting! This one's off to a great start. You write their banter so well! And I absolutely loved this: "She leaned towards him, her nose picking up the faintest hint of fabric softer", lol. Can't wait to see where you go with this. More soon please!

Author's Response: Wow!!! Thanks so much for the review!!! It\'s awesome! And yes, I\'m trying to drop little hints that will crop up again when we move into familiar territory (a la what we\'ve actually seen thus far). Glad you\'re enjoying this, ISB, and thanks so much for your review!!

The New Happy by Colette Rated: M [Reviews - 28] 13
Summary: Past Featured StoryMember's Choice - For just a brief second, he feels almost happy. Or at least not unhappy. Maybe the absence of unhappiness is the new happy.
Categories: Past
Characters: Jim, Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1664 Read Count: 3519 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: February 07, 2008 Updated: February 07, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: February 07, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This story was amazing, Colette.
"For just a brief second, he feels almost happy. Or at least not unhappy. Maybe the absence of unhappiness is the new happy."
I think this line really sums Jim up. Just a general neutrality, that's not always contentness. It's really beautiful how you've laid it out here. I also like how you never flat out mentioned Pam, but she was still so present.

Author's Response: That's how I saw S3 Jim - trying so desperately to convince himself to be that other guy and let go of 'childish' ideas about happiness, love, connection, etc. And thanks for the comment re: Pam - I think she always was this dull ache he tried to ignore, not to 'name', but of course couldn't. Thanks much, I Still Believe!

Summary: Past Featured StoryAU Season 2, some undetermined amount of time after Booze Cruise. Roy invites Jim to a house party.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Other, Jim/Pam, Pam/Roy
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5978 Read Count: 14344 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: February 12, 2008 Updated: February 13, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: February 12, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Part One

Ah! You can't stop there!! haha. This was great- can not wait to see what happens next!

Summary: Past Featured StoryWhat if Roy was lying when he said he'd never cheated on Pam?  What if Pam was always a little less healthy than she let on?  What if everything, everywhere, is only meant to fall apart?
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Jim/Other, Jim/Pam, Pam, Pam/Roy
Genres: Angst, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31793 Read Count: 73220 ePub Downloads: 31
[Report This] Published: February 16, 2008 Updated: March 18, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 9: Don't forget where you've been.

Aw, this chapter ended very sweetly. And as much as I wanted Pam to blast Roy, their ending here felt very right for this story.
And steam you say? I could go for that. (Although can it not take place in Pam's mom's house? At least not for their first time, lol)

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 13, 2008 Title: Chapter 10: Don't tease.

Great chapter! And one trillion bonus points for the Spring Awakening points, just 'cause it's amazing! Can't wait for more!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 16, 2008 Title: Chapter 12: Don't be afraid.

Ha! The Ghost and Mrs. Muir came on as I was reading this! Not even kidding!
This chapter was so sweet! Can't wait for more.

Breakdown by time4moxie Rated: MA [Reviews - 131] 72
Summary: Past Featured StoryWhat if Pam confronted Jim a little sooner than on Beach Day? A S3 AU angst-fest, complete with uneaten pizza. Spoilers up to/around Business School....
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim/Pam, Karen
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Humor, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 37702 Read Count: 96790 ePub Downloads: 59
[Report This] Published: February 20, 2008 Updated: April 20, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: February 21, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Silence

oh moxie, how do you do it? this was amazing! cannot wait for more!

Author's Response: I wish I knew, ISB!  I'm just glad you liked it so well - Chapter 2 is up so I hope you enjoy that one, too!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 6: Obbligato

Oh NO! Please update soon! I'm on the edge of my seat here!
This chapter was excellent. You write angst to perfection!

Summary: She thinks about how quiet that room gets and how still everything feels. Random season four Jim/Pam fluff.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Oneshot, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 426 Read Count: 3033 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 27, 2008 Updated: February 27, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: February 27, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Aw, this is wonderful! Can not wait to read more.

Sheet Music by wendolf Rated: MA [Reviews - 120] 64
Summary: Past Featured StoryA look at what might have happened between The Job and 'round about Money. Lots of steam in the beginning, then some angst for good measure.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Angst, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14947 Read Count: 55067 ePub Downloads: 10
[Report This] Published: March 03, 2008 Updated: March 07, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 04, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

seriously???? that's just mean!
haha, oh man. was not expecting that. this was so good! cannot wait for more!

Summary:

Pam gets drunk at Kevin's wedding and decides she and Jim need to get a room. Oneshot fluff.

Shout out to the WildBerryJam. I love so much about the things she choses to be(ta).

No spoilers, really, but through S4 just to be safe.


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: None
Genres: Drunk Pam/Jim, Fluff, Oneshot
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1284 Read Count: 3175 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: March 04, 2008 Updated: March 04, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 04, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: let's get a room

Aw, what a great story! funny, light, and fluffy! plus, who doesn't love drunk pam?

Summary: Past Featured Story

She couldn't be sure exactly when he ceased to exist, but the first day she suspected something was the day after she canceled her wedding.

 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Dream/Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10705 Read Count: 46548 ePub Downloads: 10
[Report This] Published: March 04, 2008 Updated: March 21, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 05, 2008 Title: Chapter 4: The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that

I just got caught up on this story. It's great! Poor Pam. Will Jim know who she is? Please update soon! I'm on the edge of my seat...

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 06, 2008 Title: Chapter 7: To that place where you can't remember, and you can't forget

Oh, he's remembering!! So exciting! I can't wait to see what happens next. Please update soon!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 09, 2008 Title: Chapter 8: Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

AH! Please, oh please, update soon! This chapter was excellent. Poor Pam! well, poor Jim too!

Summary: I was reading Cosmo, the one with Rihanna on the cover, and there was this story on the cover about "nice" habits that can cost a girl her life. If you've read it, this story is based off that. If you haven't read it, well then, Pam is home alone, and, well, yeah. I don't want to give anything away. I don't know when it's set, sometime after The Deposition I guess. Just read, you know you want to.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Other, Pam
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult language, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4456 Read Count: 9665 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: March 05, 2008 Updated: March 05, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 05, 2008 Title: Chapter 2: A Strange Call

Very interesting! Although I can't say I'm sure what's going on, lol. Please update soon!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 05, 2008 Title: Chapter 3: A Strange Ending

Great piece! I was definately on edge during this last chapter. Very scary!

Summary: Past Featured StoryMEMBER'S CHOICE - Katy and Jim are still dating during Jim’s “Email Surveillance” BBQ. When Pam sees them together it lights a fire under her.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related, Present
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Katy, Pam, Pam/Roy
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 18424 Read Count: 132803 ePub Downloads: 40
[Report This] Published: March 11, 2008 Updated: March 21, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 21, 2008 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

oh wendolf, this was fantastic! Sweet and steamy and just wonderful. And a perfect ending! This story was a absolute pleasure to read, and I'm looking forward to any future stories you may write!

Author's Response: Thanks so much ISB! I\'m glad you enjoyed it ;-) We\'ll see if I can come up with any other ideas . . .

Summary: Past Featured StoryJim and Pam are Jim and Pam, only...not really.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related, Alternate Universe
Characters: Ensemble, Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Humor, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 77452 Read Count: 232739 ePub Downloads: 64
[Report This] Published: March 16, 2008 Updated: May 21, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 16, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: It's not that I hate you, it's just that I hate everything about you.

Stablergirl, this is awesome! I love it! It's like picturing Jim Halpert as John Krasinski as Russell Crowe (ok, bad reference, I was just trying to think of someone who has the reputation of being a jerk lol) who is actually named Jim Halpert.
Can't wait to read more!!

Author's Response:

I actually kind of liked the Russell Crowe reference ;-)  Thanks for liking this story! Hopefully it won't disappoint.

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 17, 2008 Title: Chapter 3: I know I look pale but, seriously, I'm fine.

So good, Stablergirl!! This is the kind of Jam angst we don't get to see/read enough of, and I love it! Please update soon!

Author's Response: Agreed! I love taking huge and probably inappropriate liberties so that I can have them hate each other in this delicious kind of way ;-)  Thanks for reviewing and sticking with this one so far!!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 21, 2008 Title: Chapter 12: Earlier, when I was reading Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, I thought of you.

oh, I'm loving The Plan! Good luck to Jim on this, lol. I just realized I haven't commented in a few chapters. Shame on me! This story is getting better and better. I'll never look at a beef 'n chedder the same again ;)
I'm loving how confused Jim is about everyting. But please let us know what's going on in Pam's head soon!
Can't wait for more!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 23, 2008 Title: Chapter 13: Let me finish before you defend yourself, because I need a good forty five minutes to rant.

Oh, so good! “I would love it if from now on you could be selfish and rude and egotistical”. Pam really can't win in this! lol
Update soon please!

Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 27, 2008 Title: Chapter 16: Are we really flirting? Or are you just pretending to be you flirting with me actually being me?

This chapter was incredible! I don't know how you're doing this but it's amazing. This: "...telling himself this has nothing to do with the fact that he’s never said this to anybody but his mother and now he’s going to say it to Pam and he’s terrified that he’s going to mean it." just about killed me. I mean, WOW!
Please update soon!

Beautiful by Catie9 Rated: M [Reviews - 12] 6
Summary: Well...I was bored/hungover and watching the Cutting Edge Three on ABC Family...and this happened. Enjoy!
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Steamy
Warnings: Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1403 Read Count: 3045 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: March 16, 2008 Updated: March 16, 2008
Reviewer: I_Still_Believe Signed 10
Date: March 16, 2008 Title: Chapter 1: You're the thing I love.

ah Catie9! More brilliance! This was so great. Just sweet and perfect and I loved it. I hope you get bored much more often :p

Author's Response: Haha, well, I am planning on getting bored this weekend....And now I realize how ridiculous it sounds to schedule boredom, so just ignore me. Glad you enjoyed this!