Penname: emxgoldstars Real name: Emily
Member Since: January 25, 2019

Bio:

 

 

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Hi there! My name is Emily and I'm a late bloomer to The Office. Found the show in 2018 after being shown it by my now step-niece, and my now husband's persistence in watching it. Jam caught my eye right away.

I'm a special education teacher, and a HUGE music fanatic.

Married my Jim on 04.16.2021.


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Summary:

I kept writing and dreaming till my words ran out

And I stared at this blank page

'Til finally I wrote

 

Five letters Jim has written to Pam throughout his time at Dunder Mifflin. 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Married
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4771 Read Count: 3992 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 22, 2021 Updated: February 26, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: February 27, 2021 Title: Chapter 4: Dear Tomorrow II

HAPPINESS, FINALLY!

Aw that letter was adorable, and Pam finally reading it was the icing on this fluffy, fluffy cake.
"It's Halpert now" I LOVE IT!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: February 27, 2021 Title: Chapter 5: Signed, Yours Truly

Your teapot note was beautiful, Aly!

I feel like most people go the full-loving admission route, but this was a nice, subtle way he told her. And I love it!

What a great ending to this beautiful story!

Summary:

 

 

An exploration of what might have happened if our favorite couple lived in the age of the dating app.

Set in early Season 3, if Season 3 happened to take place in 2017.


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Larissa Halpert, Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8776 Read Count: 4016 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: March 09, 2021 Updated: March 15, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: March 09, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!

WW, you did a really great job with this first chapter! I’m really intrigued to see where this goes. I mean, if smartphones and “swiping dating apps” (I don’t know, I’ve never used them) were a thing back in 2006-2007, this definitely would have happened. Can’t wait to get into Jim’s head and see how he feels knowing she didn’t go through with the wedding!!

Author's Response: I just responded to TPB's review thinking it was yours, so what I meant to say to YOU was thank you for the banner!! It's perfect. Hahaha and thanks for the review! (And TPB, if you read this, thank you for your review too. Sorry I'm stupid.)

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: March 13, 2021 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

OOF. But SO utterly realistic! I love how fast they slip right back into their old “friendship” ;)

Them meeting up, cannot WAIT for it!

Summary:

There’s something unnerving about the sun still being out, something that makes it all seem a little more serious. Something about seeing the dust in the corner, the sources of shadows, the scuffs on the floor all illumined by the warm light streaming through the windows.

It’s less like magic.

It’s more like real life.


Categories: Alternate Universe, Jim and Pam
Characters: Creed, Jim, Pam
Genres: Drama, Drunk Pam/Jim, Fluff, Romance
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5890 Read Count: 2348 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: March 28, 2021 Updated: April 11, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: March 28, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Apropos of Nothing

This is SO ADORABLE!! Aah girl, I’m so excited for this story! That last line, the “But they’re nothing like Jimmy and me” is KILLING ME! And keeping me hooked (even as hungover as I am right now).

100/10, girl!

Author's Response: Haha, I have to give Sheryl Crow some credit where credit is due cause I definitely took that from a line in her song. But I love it too! Glad you like the story so far!

Summary: "It wasn’t like her, sleeping with a guy on the first date. Of course, she hadn’t actually been on that many first dates, but that was beside the point." The morning after.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3812 Read Count: 2010 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: March 28, 2021 Updated: March 28, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: March 29, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

So... I read this at 3 AM (fitting for it being my bachelorette weekend) and ended up falling asleep with THIS JAM IN MY HEAD!

WW, this was absolutely beautiful! I never expected you to write a post-coital Jam the way you did, and you just SHOCKED ME!
I loved the easter egg you through in there, the parallels to my comfort Erie, PA couple? Just perfect!
The ANGST! Loved it!

This was utterly beautiful, girl!

Summary:

And when he walked me home that night

All the stars were shining bright

And then he kissed me

She left her house that night with nothing but a too tight dress and a plan to leave as soon as possible. She walked back home with the man who would become her everything. 1950’s Scranton.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: None
Genres: Fluff, Oneshot
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5984 Read Count: 790 ePub Downloads: 2
[Report This] Published: March 29, 2021 Updated: March 29, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: March 29, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

“And remind me to thank Beth for introducing me to you a year ago”

ALY. ALY. THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL!
This Pam gave me “Anna of Arrendale” vibes at the ball, especially when she straightened up upon hearing Jim’s voice.

What a beautiful 50’s piece! I loved the letterman jacket reference as well.

AND THAT SCENE GIRL. I didn’t know you had that in you, congrats!!

I loved this!!

Summary: Jim loves Pam. Duh. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: None
Genres: Fluff, Humor, Oneshot
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Challenges: Bad Fanfic
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2512 Read Count: 960 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: April 01, 2021 Updated: April 01, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: April 01, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

““Bye, Roy.” Pam said.

“Bye, Pam.” Roy said.

“Bye, Katy.” Pam said.

“Bye, Pam.” Katy said.

“Bye, Katy.” Jim said.

“Bye, Jim.” Katy said.

“Bye, Jim.” Roy said.

“Bye, Roy.” Jim said.” - 10/10. You deserve every Dundie next year for this. Now, time to DoorDash a salad from Chilis

Summary:

Just two women watching rom-coms, drinking wine and gossiping about boys and kissing. Just two gals being pals...

girls night banner


Categories: Other, Present
Characters: Karen, Pam, Pam/Other
Genres: Romance, Slash, Steamy, Weekend
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2148 Read Count: 1020 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: April 01, 2021 Updated: April 01, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 21, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: Ain't it funny how the night moves

Lol so I don't ship KaPam, HOWEVER, this was brilliantly written NLM!
“To my eternal dismay he was, like knees turned into jelly good.” SUCH a good line, and great way of intertwining it after their kiss too!

Why I'm lowkey excited to read a follow-up chapter is beyond me, but we need it!

Summary:

"He doesn’t want to be presumptuous but all he’s been thinking about for the past twelve minutes as the car sped away from the restaurant is how much he wants to kiss her again; how much he wants to keep on kissing her until he either dies from happiness or wakes up."

My (canon-compliant) take on Pam and Jim's romantic journey, beginning with their first date. Includes flashbacks. 


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff
Warnings: Adult language
Challenges: Excuse Me, Mr Beesly?, Exploding Soda
Series: terrace
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76526 Read Count: 34988 ePub Downloads: 12
[Report This] Published: April 11, 2021 Updated: June 08, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 05, 2021 Title: Chapter 17: Decision

I will preface this all with: you are just such a great writer! I can't believe this is your first fic on the site. I finish each chapter yearning for more!

Now, OOF MICHAEL AND JIM'S CONVO HURT ME!
Of course, Pam would talk to him too, it only makes sense. This is just beautiful! Cannot WAIT for more!

Author's Response: I’m so glad you’ve enjoyed it, thanks so much for your kind words and feedback! There will be three more chapters :)

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 06, 2021 Title: Chapter 18: Enough

What a way to wake up this morning, huh?

The ending of Paper Airplanes is just SUCH an emotional rollercoaster, and you’ve captured that perfectly. Between their conversation that we could only WISH was captured by the cameras, to the flashback Pam’s mind automatically went to.

Your imagery when flashing back to Plan C in Niagara was perfect. To finally HEAR what Pam’s vows were (versus attempting to read mouthing)? You couldn’t have captured them any better.

And leading into AARM, the conversation outside just breaking my heart yet again.

You do SUCH a great job with pulling om the reader’s heartstrings and taking us on this emotional rollercoaster of their marital struggles.

Cannot WAIT to see if you dive into what’s written in the Christmas card (or not, lol), and how we dive into the finale!

Author's Response: Oh, the card is coming up, don’t worry :) Tomorrow’s chapter is a bit unique to this story but I really hope people enjoy it. Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 12, 2021 Title: Chapter 19: Story

I'm late but, I LOVED this concept and chapter! I loved hearing the backstory of Delilah (and as a fan of the Plain White T's song with a similar name, I loved her name), and that she was a shipper as much as we are.

I'm happy she's the one who ultimately fired Brian. She stated what we all thought: "If he intervened for Pam, why not Kevin or Andy?" Smart woman, she is.

"She sits back into her chair, crosses her arms, and prepares to break the fucking rules." MAN what a line to end with. Great chapter as always!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 12, 2021 Title: Chapter 20: Everything

What a great way to tie this all together. I absolutely LOVED this chapter, and LOVED hearing the conversation between Pam and Michael.

Jim and Pam smoothing everything out here always puts a smile on my face, and that ending? Not going to lie, I hid my tears during my lunch break at work when reading she finally got her terrace.

Welcome to MTT, tinydundie. You are an incredible writer, and I cannot WAIT to see what you have in store for us next!

Summary:

Jim missing Cece's recital is what makes Pam realize she's falling back into her old ways. She's accepting things she doesn't want to accept and not standing up for herself like she should. She decides she needs to find herself again before her and Jim can be happy. 

Loosely based off of Grow As We Go by Ben Platt 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Kids/Family, Married, Steamy
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10438 Read Count: 5422 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: May 01, 2021 Updated: October 04, 2023
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 01, 2021 Title: Chapter 1: You Don't Ever Have to Leave, If to Change is What You Need

Well, now I'm sad.

Aly, you KILL with this angst. Please write more, I want you to keep hurting me with this kind of writing.

"But what hurts the most is that, suddenly, loving him isn’t enough for her to be happy." FUUUUUUUUUUDGE that hurts.

Please write more, I need to know what happens next!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: June 12, 2021 Title: Chapter 3: Do Me a Favor, and Hang Up the Phone

Aly, why must you hurt us like this?



Keep doing it, but OUCH!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 21, 2021 Title: Chapter 2: And You're Not Here, To Get Me Through It All

ALYSSA. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS?! YOU ARE OUT HERE, TRYING TO BREAK US ALL!!

But in all seriousness, this was brilliant. I am ready, ready for you to hurt me again with this next chapter!

Summary: It’s not a Mother’s Day fic, but it’s pretty close. Three responses to the 55 word-challenge, all involving a line that should have been called back but never was.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: None
Genres: Fluff, Married, Pregnancy/Babies
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 165 Read Count: 2637 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: May 09, 2021 Updated: May 09, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 09, 2021 Title: Chapter 3: Any type of mom, really.

Aw this was adorable! I love the whole purpose of this, the cuteness, everything!

10/10 great job!

Summary: Five years ago Pam left everything she knew behind for a life of adventure in Europe. Now she’s back and so much has changed. Can she overcome her past demons and find happiness, or is it just not meant to be?

A post casino night AU where Pam left Scranton at the same time as Jim.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future, Alternate Universe
Characters: Ensemble, Jim, Jim/Karen, Jim/Pam, Karen, Other, Pam, Pam/Roy, Penny Beesly
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Kids/Family, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: Through the years
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14675 Read Count: 7990 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: May 22, 2021 Updated: June 26, 2021
Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 26, 2021 Title: Chapter 11: And that's how it ends

Aw! This ending was very sweet! Very Jam!

Pam realizing what her life had become, and taking the initiative to change it? There's the Fancy New Beesly we all know and love!

Sad to see this story end, but so happy it ended on this note!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 23, 2021 Title: Chapter 10: Hydrangeas

OUCHY OUCHY OUCH OUCH OUCH!

Aw girl, this argument HURTS! And in ANOTHER PARKING LOT?! What is up with broken hearts in the parking lot?

Regardless, I loved this chapter, and I NEED to know what happens next!!!!!!

Author's Response: you will know VERY soon, the ending is on its way!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 17, 2021 Title: Chapter 9: I'm waiting around for you

"He fucked up, again. He never learns." Oh, why don't you just sh**t me already.

"He remembers wanting to hold her hand as he drove her home, to pull her close and tell her that Roy could go to hell, that he loved her." AAAAAAAAH! GOD this line here did things to my heart. Made it feel warm, yet blue at the same time!

This chapter hurt BADLY! OOF, I can't wait to see what Jim says!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 12, 2021 Title: Chapter 8: A different night, a different story

Okay, ouch to taking that champagne bottle and drinking it, Jim. But I get it, being told over the phone that your S.O. wants a divorce would cause me to pop a bottle.

These two just never get the timing right, do they? I know how badly they'd want to deepen that moment there.

Hopefully, things work out for them both!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 22, 2021 Title: Chapter 2: I wanted to see the world through your eyes, until it happened

OOF!
What are the odds that Pam would return home, and run into Jim right away?
Poor thing, wanting to cry in a CVS.

This was SO good! Cannot wait for more!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed
Date: June 05, 2021 Title: Chapter 7: What he lost

I must have missed the context clues about a shotgun wedding, but now it makes sense.
I just feel so bad for Jim and Karen (mostly Jim), muddling through a marriage that was doomed to fall apart.
I’m happy they wanted to do if for their daughter’s sake, but who are we kidding? The moment Pam reentered his life, we knew it was all downhill.

To find out she wanted a divorce via a phone call? Not the best way to relay that info, Karen.

Great chapter, cannot WAIT to see where this will be going nexf!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: May 26, 2021 Title: Chapter 3: another heart breaks, I'm so much older than I can take

Poor Pam! Yearning for the "what could have been's." Poor thing...

Excited to see why Jim calls her, and what will happen next!

Reviewer: emxgoldstars Signed 1
Date: June 02, 2021 Title: Chapter 6: There's a part of me hoping it's true

OOF. Ouch, that ending hurt.

I can only imagine the awkward feeling Pam had of being assumed to be Jim's wife and Julia's mom. I'd cringe at that moment, but Pam not being able to say anything? Makes sense.

The painting? And the reminder of the dress? Brilliant!