Reviewer: Anne-Rose Sweetkins Signed 1
Date: May 11, 2023
Title: Chapter 1: And So It Goes
Yeah. It’s a series of small and big moments that how Pam knew. It’s about all the little moments. Love doesn’t need some big gesture all the time. Big gestures are lovely and romantic on occasion, but the little moments are even better.
The looks shared, little touches, conversations, and jokes during the 9-5 hours on weekdays were the only way they could connect during the early days. And, of course, the pranks.
Well, making and giving a mixtape- or, well, in this case mix CD- is what people do for their significant other. In a way it was Pam telling him she loves him but wouldn’t admit it and is in denial.
I think Jim always stood up for Pam in subtle ways. Pam was in deep denial at this point. The moment someone takes notice and says something to her… she shuts it down because she doesn’t want to be faced with the truth of her actions.
Pam’s home with Roy is not home to her. It's with Jim.
They were kind of star-crossed lovers, huh? Maybe a little, but they have a happy ending. I am glad they have it. I think it was an inner struggle for Pam during this point. She feels loyalty and obligation to Roy, so she thinks she should stay with him. They have been together for about a decade- give or take. I don't think she knew what love was other than what she had with Roy. As a child, she thought her parents were soulmates, but in that same episode, when she said that line, it's proven not to be the case. It made me wonder if William and Helene’s relationship were similar to Pam and Roy's. I can believe that. Make sense because that is the only relationship or love she has known. She didn't know the difference. She probably thought Roy was her soulmate. Until meeting Jim. When she met him she was confused and discounted it as “oh, he’s just friend. That fluttering feeling means nothing. Roy is my soulmate.” But eventually as time go on I think she something in the back of her head that is telling her that is not the case. That she does love Jim but she push it back. Refusing to acknowledge it. She didn’t have the courage and out of loyalty to Roy. Afraid too and she not a person that big on change. She likes familiarity.
I think in some way Pam wanted Jim to save her and just say it, just say “I am in love with you.” Or at least “Yes, I do have a crush on you.” The Secret episode would have been a good time to just admit it. There times before that where he could have. But I completely understand why Jim didn’t. I mean she was engaged with someone else.
Ahh domestic bliss…
Jim is definitely her home. I truly think graphic design weren’t her thing. I don’t think she failed. It just not her kind of thing. She wants to paint and watercolor and sketch on paper.
Yeah Pam always been in love with him. Probably since the day she met him. Or at least sometimes soon after.
Yeah she just know. This is so good!! Thank you for writing.