Penname: feared_or_loved Real name:
Member Since: April 26, 2007

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Summary:

The children of Halpert and Schrute meet and fall in love as only 5th graders can...


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Angela, Dwight, Jim, Pam
Genres: Childhood, Humor, Married, Romance
Warnings: None
Challenges: Star-Crossed Lovers, Daddy Jim
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5706 Read Count: 12180 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: September 26, 2006 Updated: June 14, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: June 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 4: Chrissy

I like that Angela seems in way over her head with girls rather than boys.  Fun story.  I hope we see more soon.

Author's Response: Thanks for the review! I think Angela would have a really hard time with girls, so that's why I gave her so many :-)

Summary:

This is along the same lines as my other Away From the Cameras, in the sense that I'm exploring scenes that might have happened off-camera (or simply those that we didn't get to see).

A few things: First, I'm working on the assumption that a lot of what I wrote in the AFtC for season II stands (though I likely won't reference any of it here), up until Casino Night.  (Clearly I was quite off about what happened after the kiss...heh.)

Second, there will be flashbacks filling in the blanks of what happened immediately after CN (how long did Jim work? how did he and Pam ultimately leave things? how did she end things with Roy? how did Jim find out about her cancelling the wedding?); the flashbacks will happen largely in the chapters pre-merger (to keep things interesting for Jim/Pam fans during their physical separation).  


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Episode Related
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Humor, Inner Monologue, Romance, Steamy, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 22172 Read Count: 18862 ePub Downloads: 5
[Report This] Published: January 20, 2007 Updated: June 28, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: June 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: Phyllis's Wedding - part I

WOW.  This is unbelievable.  I definately need to go reread season 2.  

Author's Response:

Thank you so much!  I had the best time writing the one for season 2, and I'm finding that I'm loving writing this one, too.  (It's also a LOT easier to write the angst knowing that things seem to have worked out for them -- no matter that it took all stinking season, LOL.)

Thanks again!

Summary: It's 1954, Dunder-Mifflin's brand new office has opened and a handsome young man is in charge...and he's falling for the switchboard operator. Super AU
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim/Pam, Roy
Genres: Romance, Workdays
Warnings: None
Challenges: You Don't Know Me, Another Decade
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11248 Read Count: 46890 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: January 23, 2007 Updated: May 04, 2009
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 03, 2007 Title: Chapter 8: Merry Christmas

Whenever I read this story I think of this picture

http://www.annetaintor.com/c.garden.html

Of course, in a more wholesome, goody-two-shoes, completely lacking in sarcasm kind of way.  How much do I heart Pam's mom in this chapter though.  Go Mrs. B!  Very progressive. 



Author's Response:

I have about a thousand of those magnets...my favorite one says "fuck this 50s housewife bullshit" and has a smiling lady with a grocery cart...haha

 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 05, 2007 Title: Chapter 7: Silver Lettering

This story took me a while to get into.  I'm now officially hooked.  Good job.

Summary: A short series of drabbles about Jim's situation.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam
Genres: Drabble
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 681 Read Count: 13610 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: March 01, 2007 Updated: May 16, 2007
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Date: May 13, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: The Door Step

I love the short fic.  What's on the ipod?  Better believe i'll be tuning in to find out.

Summary: Past Featured StoryPam's discovered the world of internet chat rooms. Jim can't resist the chance to be near her in cyberspace. Spoilers up to Cocktails.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 84660 Read Count: 289086 ePub Downloads: 115
[Report This] Published: March 04, 2007 Updated: May 22, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: May 22, 2007 Title: Chapter 18: I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.

That was just wonderful.  I think I'm in love.  I cannot believe you went to the trouble of finding squirrel pants.  I admire your dedication to your story.  Alas, that is why you are the master.  Thanks for giving me something to look forward to besides the actual show.

Summary:

Originally an entry into the Bad Fanfic Challenge but it grew a life of its own.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe, Present
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Karen, Pam
Genres: Humor, Parody
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Challenges: Bad Fanfic
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1385 Read Count: 5832 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: March 18, 2007 Updated: April 29, 2007
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Date: April 29, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Inside The Fortress

“That’s the most lines you’ve had in a row all season. Congratulations.”

So my favorite fic line ever!  PS. I have that People mag too.  Well done!



Author's Response: It's out already? I'll have to go get a copy too. And thanks. :)

Summary:

A shockingly accurate post-cocktails fic written during the hainous. Jim rebuffs Pam's apologies and while distraught at the grocery store she meets a handsome stranger who catches Karen's eye too.

EPILOGUE ADDED :) STORY FINISHED! I had to change it to Explicit Sexual Content so avoid the epilogue if that isn't really your thing.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Karen, Other
Genres: Angst, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content, Moderate sexual content, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15365 Read Count: 50730 ePub Downloads: 8
[Report This] Published: March 24, 2007 Updated: May 16, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: May 16, 2007 Title: Chapter 13: Epilogue- You Wanted to Take Things Slow...

H-O-T Hot!  Great story, Awesome ending.

Summary: Past Featured StoryMember's Choice - Pam thought she was throwing these letters away. But what happens when your garbage doesn't stay in the garbage? Set mid-season 3.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Other, Pam
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 47299 Read Count: 182629 ePub Downloads: 33
[Report This] Published: March 25, 2007 Updated: April 01, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: May 17, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: the deep end...

It took me a while to get into this story but now I'm hooked.  Good job!

Author's Response: Thanks, I'm so glad you like it! ;)

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 14: it knocks me off my feet

I want Jim to send ME on a little scavanger hunt.  He's just so thoughtful.  Let me rephrase that, you've written him to be so thoughtful.  Very nice.  Please get to the roof soon!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 14: it knocks me off my feet

I want Jim to send ME on a little scavanger hunt.  He's just so thoughtful.  Let me rephrase that, you've written him to be so thoughtful.  Very nice.  Please get to the roof soon!

Author's Response: Yeah, I think Jim's definitely the "Dream Guy" for any girl after this chapter. But I really wanted him to do this because I thought it fit nicely with his personality (like the teapot) and with the theme of the story (letters). Thanks for the review! Chapter 15's coming along nicely so it shouldn't be too long of a wait this time. ;)

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 03, 2007 Title: Chapter 15: to follow the sweat down your spine

This whole letter trail thing was really very smart.  Seriously, no possibility of face to face rejection.  Brilliant.  Awesome fluffiness too.  Well done.

Author's Response: Well, Jim is nothing if not a brilliant schemer. I figured he'd want to give Pam a chance to calm down a little bit. Plus he's had a week to come up with something and he took Friday off to avoid going crazy with the I-want-her-but-I-can't-have-her-yet feeling, so he had to keep busy somehow. ;) Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: November 18, 2007 Title: Chapter 17: you and me wake up

What a great ending!  I love the idea of the dream girl letters.  If I ever have a son i will make him do this too.  Awesome story!

Summary: UPDATED SUMMARY: Pam realizes she's sprialing down. We meet a few new friends as she finds her strength. Spoilers up to The Negotiation.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Ensemble, Jim, Karen, Other, Pam, Roy
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content, Other Adult Theme, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16869 Read Count: 43847 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: March 26, 2007 Updated: July 12, 2008
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Date: May 08, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Skill #1: Drink Vodka

more please!  I'm liking Patrick more and more as this story progresses.  Great job!

Author's Response: Yeah...I've grown pretty attached to the characters Patrick and Allison and might incorporate them into my future stories.
Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed
Date: April 29, 2007 Title: Chapter 8: Skill #8: Set him straight.

I completely dig ScornedPam!  That was the most deserved slap.

Author's Response: I thought so too.

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: June 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 12: Skill #12: Talk it Out

I was just thinking about this story the other day.  So glad to see it return.  A little sappy, yes.  Overly sappy, no.  I'm not sure where I see this story going but I'm sure I will still be reading.  What I really like about this story is Pam's friends so I would hope you include more of them.  That's all, nice work. 



Author's Response: I'm glad you like the friends. I was a little nervous writing them into the fic at first.
And I'm glad you didn't think it was overly sappy.

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 17, 2007 Title: Chapter 16: Skill #16: Waking up

I'm liking where this is going.  Freaky dream, so glad it was a dream BTW.  Of course I'm sad that Pam is sad, I don't want to seem heartless.  I think Pam relying on Jim to help her out of this would be good.  Anyway, if I haven't said it before, love this story and I'm in it for the long haul.  Nice work.

Author's Response: Thank you! : ) It's nice to know that someone is in this for the long haul!

Summary: Past Featured Story

MEMBER'S CHOICE - "Here’s the thing Jim, sometimes being in love means doing things you don’t want to do for the other person. For you, right now, it means just being her friend. And I think you’re selling yourself short, you are strong enough to do this."

Jim gets some much needed advice about Pam and a little push in the right direction from Mark's girlfriend Jane. Spoilers through the Negotiation.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam, Karen, Kelly, Other
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27221 Read Count: 72259 ePub Downloads: 11
[Report This] Published: April 10, 2007 Updated: September 22, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 20, 2007 Title: Chapter 10: Finally

I'm so glad you came back to this story.  I remembered it.  Yeah for burnt pop-tarts!  Finally.

Author's Response:

I'm so sorry, so rude of me.  I always respond to my reviews...urgh, so sorry.  Thanks for remembering and thanks for reviewing.  Oddly enough every since that chapter I've had pop tarts in my house.  :-)  I really appreciate you reading my fic.

 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: June 06, 2007 Title: Chapter 9: Movie Night

How could you not just love nervous Jim?  So cute.  I'm very curious about the other two movies. 



Author's Response: Really, how could you not?  I'm am glad you are enjoying it.  Thanks for the review!

Summary: Past Featured Story

"It seems odd, in the ironic, slap-in-the-face kind of way that since her incident, it’s been easier to let him go."

Something bad happens to Pam. Very Dark.

 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present, Alternate Universe
Characters: Pam
Genres: Angst, Romance, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult language, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 35653 Read Count: 100544 ePub Downloads: 25
[Report This] Published: April 15, 2007 Updated: January 26, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: June 07, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: Fear

Sorry i'm late to review.  This story is so sad and so well written.  I'm sure it's difficult to write but you've got a loyal reader in me. 

The Nothing by injoy Rated: T [Reviews - 37] 10
Summary: Jim and Pam have a lot to learn about hitting the bottom.  Spoilers through the Negotiation.

Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam, Karen
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult language, Other Adult Theme, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8732 Read Count: 48288 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 17, 2007 Updated: July 26, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Holy left turn, Batman!  This story has caught me completely off guard.  Get Jim to a therapist ASAP!  And hello, freaky quarter guy!?!  What was that. 

Summary: Past Featured Story

Member's Choice - “My father died, so I’ll need a few days.” She explained in an unaffected sounding voice that surprised even herself. The three other parties in the room were stunned into silence. Jim spoke first. “Jesus, Pam…” She stood with her back to him and addressed Michael as if Jim had not made a sound…as if Jim did not exist. It was the only way.


Categories: Alternate Universe, Jim and Pam, Past
Characters: Jim/Pam, Karen
Genres: Angst, Childhood, Inner Monologue, Romance, Travel
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 40335 Read Count: 157676 ePub Downloads: 42
[Report This] Published: April 20, 2007 Updated: June 03, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed
Date: April 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue: How is New York?

I judge good multi-chapter stories by whether or not I have to re-read the last chapter to remember what happened.  I never have to do that with this story.  I always remember where I left off.  Thanks, good job.

Author's Response:

:-) Thank You so much!!! That's awesome.  Keep me posted on how you like the rest.

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: June 05, 2007 Title: Chapter 18: Forget Me Not

Wow.  That was just wonderful.  What a perfect ending and the forget-me-not (tear, sigh). 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: May 16, 2007 Title: Chapter 14: Goodbye, Rand McNally.

This was just great.  Can't wait to read the rest.

Author's Response: thank you

Summary:

No matter how much this couple is perfect for each other, they are bound to have flaws. Jim and Pam head to marriage counseling, and learn to deal with their issues in a semi adult manner.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam, Other
Genres: Angst, Humor, Married
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28635 Read Count: 35437 ePub Downloads: 8
[Report This] Published: April 25, 2007 Updated: June 05, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: May 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 9: Weekend Retreat Part One

This is rapidly becoming my favorite story.  Can't wait for part 2!