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Climbing As We Fall by girl7 Rated: M [Reviews - 386] 115
Summary: Past Featured Story

A year or two before the cameras arrived, Michael takes the staff to the Poconos for a camaraderie event.  Much unresolved sexual tension and angst ensues (uh, between Jim & Pam, not the entire staff).


Categories: Jim and Pam, Past
Characters: Angela, Creed, Dwight, Jim/Pam, Kevin, Meredith, Michael, Oscar, Roy, Stanley, Toby
Genres: Angst, Drunk Pam/Jim, Humor, Inner Monologue, Romance, Steamy, Travel, Weekend
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 90021 Read Count: 151286 ePub Downloads: 66
[Report This] Published: July 11, 2007 Updated: October 02, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: August 01, 2007 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9: Running To Stand Still

Ok, you're sure this isn't the last chapter, right?  Tres angsty!  But wonderful. 

Author's Response:

I promise that this isn't the last chapter; you have my word!  ;O)

Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: August 13, 2007 Title: Chapter 11: *Chapter 11: Sometimes You Can't Make It Best You Can Do Is To Fake It

Yeah an update!  Loving this AU direction.  I'm always happy to see the elusive Jon.  I was not expecting Roy's confession.  Pam's reaction, superficial horror and hidden relief, was very well written.  Can't wait to see where this goes. 

Author's Response:

Heh -- always happy to hear it when someone's glad to see Jon.  (Some people -- understandably -- find him...overused, let's say.  LOL.)  Yeah, Roy's confession...oy.  My beta, Starry Dreamer, planted the seed for that one.  :o)

Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: September 04, 2007 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14: There's No Chance For Us; It's All Decided For Us

Ugh, I'll pass on the Queen, this chapter makes me want to cry.  That was the most heartbreaking sex I ever want to read.  This whole story is beyond amazing and I'll definitely be tuning in for each chapter.   

Author's Response:

Heh, so Freddie isn't quite your bag, no?  I never know what to say when reviewers say a chapter made them want to cry -- because my initial instinct is to be happy that the reader felt it, but at the same time, it feels mean to say, "So glad I made you feel like weeping!"  :o)

In any case -- glad this moved you, and I so appreciate the review!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: September 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20: Too Scared To Know How I Feel About You Now

Ugh, this is just KILLING me!  Again, so well written.  Jon with the champagne, nice.  I can't wait for the next chapter but I really don't want it to end.

Author's Response:

Hee - I always feel guilty for thinking, yes! when a reviewer says something like that ("This is KILLING me!"), but it is in a way what I'm going for, I suppose.  (What can I say? I am an angst whore, apparently.) 

Glad you liked the detail with Jon & the champagne.  I'm well aware that he treads a fine Mary Sue-esque line, but I really love the idea of a foil for Jim who's so similar in a lot of ways, but is able to be relatively objective; I also love the idea of Jim having a brother with whom Pam is close, someone that she'd confide in a little bit.  (And I have searched and searched through my own psyche, yet am unable to locate what it is that makes me have such a penchant for this scenario, LOL.)

In any case - I pulled back on including Jonathan in fics for a while, for fear of overload or overkill or just too much, but reviewers seemed to really respond to him.  So here he is. 

And, uh, the champagne - while his grandest gesture - will not be his last. :o)

Thanks for reviewing!

Where They Write About Us by larrymcg Rated: M [Reviews - 101] 24
Summary: Past Featured Story

While MTT was down for a brief time one night, I wrote a couple 55 word fics in the TWOP thread about Jim and Pam reading fanfic. I will likely continue this as a long running series, referencing my favorite stories and also newer stories as they come about.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Humor
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1180 Read Count: 51864 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: July 12, 2007 Updated: October 04, 2013
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 10: Reenactment (Not the Civil War Kind)

Sorry I haven't reviewed yet.  Great concept.  This story is both clever and informative.  I had no idea there was a man thread!  Good for you guys.  Keep it coming.

Author's Response:

Yep, there's a man thread. And now, there's a woman thread. Nothing but trouble makers!

Thanks for the comment!

Of Tragedies and Miracles by Pam Pong Rated: K+ [Reviews - 14] 7
Summary:

Officer Barwick doesn’t get two words in.  She knows what he’s come to say, deep in her heart, and her tears are halfway to her chin when he’s through.  He tells her he’s sorry, but she knows it’s his job to say so.  She’s sorry, too, but it’s not as if it will change anything.


Categories: Alternate Universe, Jim and Pam
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1293 Read Count: 2643 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 12, 2007 Updated: July 12, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This was great.  Loved that you followed the 55 words format in chapterish form.  I can totally see Jim being all helpful and supportive if this situation were to actually play out.  Nice work.

Today by meganlynn09 Rated: T [Reviews - 4] 5
Summary:

It wasn't perfect though, she still has a stained dress in the back of her closet and he swears that his groin still hurts just that little bit when he moves a certain way.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 363 Read Count: 2270 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 12, 2007 Updated: July 12, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Fluffy goodness.  Very nice.

Peculiarity by time4moxie Rated: K [Reviews - 28] 14
Summary:

The little things were threatening to drive him insane.... a few 55-word chapters on learning to live with the one you love.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 285 Read Count: 14187 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 14, 2007 Updated: July 14, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: At the end of the day...

So real.  Mr. Feared has a nasty habit of wadding up paper towels, napkins, tissues and stuffing them in the couch cushions.  While I find this horribly disgusting, I would burst into tears everytime I found one if he wasn't here.  Thanks for capturing this so well. 



Author's Response:

thank you - I know I've complaints about Mr. Moxie's habits as well, but it's true that it makes them who they are...

Thanks for reading and reviewing! 

Tasty, Terrific Pizza by dundiefromgod Rated: K [Reviews - 7] 6
Summary: Pam comes to a realization about Jim and one of his pranks.

Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: None
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55 Read Count: 3197 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 14, 2007 Updated: July 14, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 15, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Tasty, Terrific Pizza

Great job for your first time.  That Jim always has an alterior motive. 

Author's Response: Yes, Jim on April Fools' Day would be dangerous I'd think. Thank you for the review.

Two Steps Closer to the Level I Imagined by beruco Rated: MA [Reviews - 37] 27
Summary:

Jim is worried that Pam can't get no satisfaction.

Smut.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Explicit sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5248 Read Count: 20138 ePub Downloads: 5
[Report This] Published: July 15, 2007 Updated: July 19, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 16, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: One Hand and My Pocket

Yeah, you're really good at these types of stories.  I really should stop reading them at work.  I will be very eagerly awaiting the second chapter.

Author's Response: Hee. I may eventually write something that doesn't have a warning for Adult Content before you proceed to the story. Maybe.

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 20, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Rings and Things

Unbelievable!  You really are so good at this.  I hope you never even bother with a story that doesn't have an AC warning.  Definately made my friday morning. 

Talk by Annabel Winslow Rated: M [Reviews - 171] 72
Summary: Past Featured StoryJim and Pam and two telephones, post-Season 3.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Moderate sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8370 Read Count: 59139 ePub Downloads: 14
[Report This] Published: July 16, 2007 Updated: August 02, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 4: Hypothesis

HOT!  Such a tease AW!  I have a totally tense smile creeping over my face.  You are so good at building tension here.  Keep it up!

Author's Response: Thank you, feared_or_loved!  I will do my best!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 26, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: Directions

This chapter was too much fun to read.  So painfully building tension.  Grrrr.  Good call on the vunerable while hidden fantasy for Pam. 



Author's Response: Thank you, feared_or_loved.  Yes, I thought she'd like something like that; before the end of Season 3, she seemed to be extremely afraid of consequences, so it had to be something where she was basically invisible.

Sunny by NeverEnoughJam Rated: T [Reviews - 53] 19
Summary:

The new cleaning lady at Dunder-Mifflin writes home to tell about the zoo she sees every day.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Other
Characters: Andy, Bob Vance, Creed, Dwight, Ensemble, Jan, Jim, Karen, Michael, Other, Pam, Phyllis
Genres: Humor, Romance, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 19559 Read Count: 25751 ePub Downloads: 2
[Report This] Published: July 17, 2007 Updated: September 10, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 6: Bribery Will Get You Anywhere

Haven't checked in yet.  Love the letter format, love a good recovery story (you hear that Britney, LiLo) and love that she is completely enamoured with Creed.  I really hope that in the end she uses her documentary money to open a cookie shop.

Author's Response: Thanks, f_o_l! I think things will get more ... complicated before they get simpler. :-) And who isn't smitten with Creed? Rock star, baby!

The Essence of Pleasure by time4moxie Rated: T [Reviews - 69] 21
Summary:

A few fuzzy, fluffy one-shots that form a loosely connected story. Based around the idea of this quote by Germaine Greer:

"The essence of pleasure is spontaneity."

 


Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Humor, Oneshot, Romance, Steamy
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5506 Read Count: 27244 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: July 19, 2007 Updated: July 24, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 24, 2007 Title: Chapter 7: No Regrets

Wow, my teeth kinda hurt from that one.  So sweet.  I really liked that you twisted the ending.  Pam deserves to have her parents there.  Not Michael, but at least her parents.  Thank you for not ending this with them winning a million dollars, getting married and Pam announcing her pregnancy on the flight home.  Again, that is why you are the master.

Author's Response: Yeah, I couldn't help but think at the last moment that Pam would want more.  Maybe not the hoopla of the kind of wedding she'd planned with Roy, but still a little better than a drive-thru wedding chapel.  So glad you liked it!  Thanks for reviewing.

Date, Interrupted by sharky Rated: K+ [Reviews - 51] 19
Summary: What if that great first date has to be put on hold for a day? Pam's about to find out.

Categories: Jim and Pam, Present
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6422 Read Count: 23313 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: July 20, 2007 Updated: August 01, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: July 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 3: The Art Show

Awww.  He certainly made up for his lateness by getting everyone else to stop by.  Very cute story. 

Author's Response: That's our Jim!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed
Date: August 01, 2007 Title: Chapter 5: The Morning After

Awww Jack and Patty sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g!  Well done on the entire story.

The Devil (and Angel) in Pam Beesly by dundiefromgod Rated: M [Reviews - 106] 43
Summary: Pam gets some help with her problems with Jim, from herself. From before "Beach Games" through their 1st Date.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Dream/Fantasy, Humor, Inner Monologue
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 76608 Read Count: 29394 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: July 20, 2007 Updated: March 27, 2008
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: Jesus! in the Conference Room

Love this!  Very creative.  So far I'm on Team Devil, however the fact that Angel acknowledged Jim's ass was niiice.  I will definately be keeping up with this story.



Author's Response: Thank you for your review. As long as no one can see, Angel is cool with stuff. 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 30, 2007 Title: Chapter 3: The Essence of Mangoes

Wow!  What a great chapter.  Quite lengthy I might add.  The Devil's last outburst was just so necessary and wonderful.  This story in going in my favs for that paragraph alone.  I hope you continue with this story. 

Author's Response: I do plan to continue with the story. I felt like Devil's word were necessary as well, something drastic and dramatic had to happen to push Pam to do something so out of character for her. Thank you for the review feared_or_loved.

Clarity by realitycheck Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 3
Summary: Takes place starting with Casino Night through The Job. Snippets of episodes all in between. My stuff is fictional but no AU otherwise.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2139 Read Count: 1841 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 23, 2007 Updated: July 23, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 8
Date: July 23, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Points of Interest

Loved the story.  Totally don't get the Wizard of Oz reference.  Please explain.  Nice work. 

Five Things Jim and Pam Return to Each Other by Wendy Blue Rated: T [Reviews - 92] 43
Summary: With every break-up comes the awkward ritual of returning of each other's things. Here's a glimpse into those awkward moments.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3111 Read Count: 18737 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: July 24, 2007 Updated: July 29, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: CDs

So is this going to be completely separate events?  5 different AUs?  Whatever you do I like this idea.  Furthmore I really like that you didn't go into the 'why' of it all.  I think leaving that up the reader really adds something to the story. 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 2: A Scarf

Screw the no 'why' comment in my last review.  WTF happened!  Very intrigued and looking forward to more. 

Author's Response: Haha, aww, but I like the mysteriousness of it all, don't you?  There's more to come :) Thanks for reading!

The Women of Dunder Mifflin by time4moxie Rated: T [Reviews - 87] 27
Summary: The documentary about life in Dunder Mifflin Scranton is on the air and fast approaching the second season series finale. The Powers That Be (TPTB) have a great idea to boost the ratings (and hopefully paper sales).
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Humor, Workdays
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content, Other Adult Theme
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15924 Read Count: 21112 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: July 25, 2007 Updated: September 05, 2007
Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: July 25, 2007 Title: Chapter 1: Behind Closed Doors

AWESOME!  What a brilliant idea.  How can they possibly talk Angela into this?  So many cool scenarios with this topic.  Way to go!

Author's Response: thanks - I hope I can do it justice!! 

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 9
Date: August 01, 2007 Title: Chapter 4: I Want You to Want Me

Kudos on the Mer-Ang conversation.  Leave it to an alcoholic to be an excellent manipulator.  Where I come from 'doing the laundry' is a euphemism.  Let's hope there's some 'laundry' in the future for our currently perturbed couple. 

Author's Response: haha - I wonder if 'doing the laundry' means the same thing as 'doing my taxes' means here.  Either way, all will be well with Jim and Pam eventually!!  Thanks for reviewing!

Reviewer: feared_or_loved Signed 10
Date: September 05, 2007 Title: Chapter 6: Good Girls Don't

Well now I'm totally curious about the lawsuit.  Go Angela!  I've always suspected she's a bit of an exhibitionist.  It's always the quiet ones.