Penname: Dernhelm Real name: Tonya
Member Since: November 07, 2019

Bio:

Three little facts about me:

1) I'm a work-from-home mom from Kyiv, Ukraine.  

2) I'm super late to the party, but  I do my best to turn my excitement with the show into the content (hopefully, qualitative). 

3) I care about Pam Beesly more than about any other fictional character in all the existent fandoms.  


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Stories by Dernhelm
Rated: T [Reviews - 9] 12
Summary:

During romantic dinner in the unexpected place, Pam made a curious discovery about herself. 

Set in Season 5 


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Fluff, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4501 Read Count: 521 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 30, 2021 Updated: July 30, 2021
Rated: T [Reviews - 9] 11
Summary: Pam and Jim are preparing for their wedding, but not everyone wishes them well.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Ensemble, Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Pregnancy/Babies, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Adult language, Possible Triggers
Series: Dernhelm's Dreams
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 857 Read Count: 779 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: July 03, 2021 Updated: July 06, 2021
Rated: M [Reviews - 52] 61
Summary:

In different places and different times, Pam meets Jim, and these meetings change both their lives. 

Two pairs of human feet
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Karen, Pam
Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense, Travel
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content, Possible Triggers, Secondary Character Death, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 41715 Read Count: 3240 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 17, 2020 Updated: June 20, 2021
Rated: T [Reviews - 222] 71
Summary: A collection of vignettes of Pam and Jim's lives, in no particular order. 
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Drabble, Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content, Possible Triggers
Series: None
Chapters: 62 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3259 Read Count: 10260 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: January 04, 2021 Updated: March 06, 2021
Rated: T [Reviews - 5] 13
Summary:

A story of how Pam established her own Christmas tradition. 

Written for 2020 Secret Santa Fic exchange.


Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam, Pam/Roy
Genres: Holiday, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2020
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2501 Read Count: 512 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: December 24, 2020 Updated: December 24, 2020
Rated: M [Reviews - 8] 9
Summary: Cece had trouble sleeping, and Pam went to help her. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Cece Halpert, Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Fluff, Horror, Kids/Family, Married, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2457 Read Count: 567 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: October 31, 2020 Updated: October 31, 2020
Rated: K+ [Reviews - 10] 15
Summary:

'The main source of her distress laid on the table, almost shining under the lights. Pam knew it would be hard to break with it but had no idea how much.'

Set during and after 'Benihana Christmas.'


Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Karen, Pam
Genres: Angst, Holiday, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: Dernhelm's Dreams
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3611 Read Count: 839 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: August 22, 2020 Updated: August 22, 2020
Rated: T [Reviews - 17] 21
Summary:

Sometimes, even the kindest of hearts could get furious.

And Pam had enough. 

Set during 'Phyllis' Wedding.'  


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Pam, Roy
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2778 Read Count: 1636 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: August 02, 2020 Updated: August 06, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 6
Summary: The good thing about mirrors is that they always tell the truth. The bad thing is that they never lie. Even if you need some comfort so much. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 459 Read Count: 387 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 25, 2020 Updated: July 25, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 7
Summary: A different take on the Beach Games speech.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Oneshot, Poetry
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 220 Read Count: 544 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 12, 2020 Updated: July 12, 2020
Rated: T [Reviews - 69] 49
Summary:

'He thought that one day when things were finally right between them, he would tell her about this evening, and the painting, and the sun in her hair. But this day hadn’t come yet.' 

Set before the seasons (and in AU).  


Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam, Pam/Roy, Roy
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Inner Monologue, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34359 Read Count: 8010 ePub Downloads: 4
[Report This] Published: April 23, 2020 Updated: July 11, 2020
Rated: M [Reviews - 8] 12
Summary: 'Since the day he'd met her, he wondered how it might have been.'
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 667 Read Count: 547 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 05, 2020 Updated: July 05, 2020
Rated: T [Reviews - 10] 12
Summary: Past Featured Story'She was so soft, and warm, and yielding, and you didn’t expect of her to hide a knife behind her back.'
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past
Characters: Jim
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 484 Read Count: 837 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 03, 2020 Updated: July 03, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 7] 10
Summary:

Pam reflecting on her life. 

Post Casino Night.  


Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 377 Read Count: 461 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 27, 2020 Updated: June 27, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 84] 44
Summary: A Regency AU Jam story. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Challenges: Another Decade
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36378 Read Count: 5449 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: December 03, 2019 Updated: May 03, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 10
Summary:

Sometimes Pam has weird dreams. Sometimes they motivate her to do unexpected things. 

Set somewhere in season one (and, probably, AU a little)


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Dream/Fantasy, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: Dernhelm's Dreams
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2284 Read Count: 561 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 11, 2020 Updated: April 11, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 4] 5
Summary: The Halperts. The shelter-in-place. Day fifteen. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Cece Halpert, Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Drabble, Fluff, Humor, Kids/Family
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 326 Read Count: 935 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 08, 2020 Updated: April 08, 2020
Rated: M [Reviews - 7] 9
Summary: Jim fell in love with a receptionist almost immediately after he started working in Dunder-Mifflin. But she keeps a secret... that slowly kills her. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Dwight, Helene Beesly, Jim, Jim/Pam, Kelly, Pam, Pam/Roy, Roy
Genres: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Warnings: Adult language, Secondary Character Death, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9612 Read Count: 985 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: February 22, 2020 Updated: February 22, 2020
Rated: K [Reviews - 7] 7
Summary: The first workday after the Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Pam
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55 Read Count: 557 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 17, 2020 Updated: February 17, 2020