Penname: Dernhelm Real name: Tonya
Member Since: November 07, 2019

Bio:

Three little facts about me:

1) I'm a stay-at-home mom from Kyiv, Ukraine.  

2) I'm super late to the party, but  I do my best to turn my excitement with the show into the content (hopefully, qualitative). 

3) I care about Pam Beesly more than about any other fictional character in all the existent fandoms.  


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Stories by Dernhelm
Paradox by Dernhelm Rated: M [Reviews - 26] 28 New!
Summary: In different places and different times, Pam meets Jim, and these meetings change both their lives. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Karen, Pam
Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense, Travel
Warnings: Adult language, Mild sexual content, Possible Triggers, Secondary Character Death, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16015 Read Count: 1105 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 17, 2020 Updated: September 23, 2020
A Teapot Full of Hope by Dernhelm Rated: K+ [Reviews - 7] 11 New!
Summary:

'The main source of her distress laid on the table, almost shining under the lights. Pam knew it would be hard to break with it but had no idea how much.'

Set during and after 'Benihana Christmas.'


Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Karen, Pam
Genres: Angst, Holiday, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3611 Read Count: 368 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: August 22, 2020 Updated: August 22, 2020
Summary:

Sometimes, even the kindest of hearts could get furious.

And Pam had enough. 

Set during 'Phyllis' Wedding.'  


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Pam, Roy
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult language
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2778 Read Count: 1042 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: August 02, 2020 Updated: August 06, 2020
Introspection by Dernhelm Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 6 New!
Summary: The good thing about mirrors is that they always tell the truth. The bad thing is that they never lie. Even if you need some comfort so much. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 459 Read Count: 233 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 25, 2020 Updated: July 25, 2020
Incantation by Dernhelm Rated: K [Reviews - 6] 7 New!
Summary: A different take on the Beach Games speech.
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Oneshot, Poetry
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 220 Read Count: 339 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 12, 2020 Updated: July 12, 2020
Halfway Home by Dernhelm Rated: T [Reviews - 60] 44 New!
Summary:

'He thought that one day when things were finally right between them, he would tell her about this evening, and the painting, and the sun in her hair. But this day hadn’t come yet.' 

Set before the seasons (and in AU).  


Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam, Pam/Roy, Roy
Genres: Angst, Fluff, Inner Monologue, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34359 Read Count: 2923 ePub Downloads: 3
[Report This] Published: April 23, 2020 Updated: July 11, 2020
Inclusion by Dernhelm Rated: M [Reviews - 8] 11 New!
Summary: 'Since the day he'd met her, he wondered how it might have been.'
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: Mild sexual content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 667 Read Count: 388 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 05, 2020 Updated: July 05, 2020
Infliction by Dernhelm Rated: T [Reviews - 9] 11 New!
Summary: Feature'She was so soft, and warm, and yielding, and you didn’t expect of her to hide a knife behind her back.'
Categories: Jim and Pam, Past
Characters: Jim
Genres: Angst, Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 484 Read Count: 445 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: July 03, 2020 Updated: July 03, 2020
Summary:

Pam reflecting on her life. 

Post Casino Night.  


Categories: Jim and Pam, Episode Related
Characters: Pam
Genres: Inner Monologue, Oneshot
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 377 Read Count: 281 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: June 27, 2020 Updated: June 27, 2020
Summary: A Regency AU Jam story. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Ensemble, Jim/Pam
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: No Warnings Apply
Challenges: Another Decade
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36378 Read Count: 3495 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: December 03, 2019 Updated: May 03, 2020
Summary:

Sometimes Pam has weird dreams. Sometimes they motivate her to do unexpected things. 

Set somewhere in season one (and, probably, AU a little)


Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Jim/Pam
Genres: Dream/Fantasy, Oneshot, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2284 Read Count: 366 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 11, 2020 Updated: April 11, 2020
Day fifteen by Dernhelm Rated: K [Reviews - 4] 5
Summary: The Halperts. The shelter-in-place. Day fifteen. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Future
Characters: Cece, Jim, Jim/Pam, Pam
Genres: Drabble, Fluff, Humor, Kids/Family
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 326 Read Count: 443 ePub Downloads: 1
[Report This] Published: April 08, 2020 Updated: April 08, 2020
Her pale days by Dernhelm Rated: M [Reviews - 7] 9
Summary: Jim fell in love with a receptionist almost immediately after he started working in Dunder-Mifflin. But she keeps a secret... that slowly kills her. 
Categories: Jim and Pam, Alternate Universe
Characters: Dwight, Helene Beesly, Jim, Jim/Pam, Kelly, Pam, Pam/Roy, Roy
Genres: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Warnings: Adult language, Secondary Character Death, Violence/Injury
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9612 Read Count: 667 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 22, 2020 Updated: February 22, 2020
An Ode to May by Dernhelm Rated: K [Reviews - 7] 7
Summary: The first workday after the Casino Night.
Categories: Jim and Pam
Characters: Pam
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Challenges: 55
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 55 Read Count: 407 ePub Downloads: 0
[Report This] Published: February 17, 2020 Updated: February 17, 2020